I blame 1993's jay Kay to make me feel confusing things about my gender (joke)
Jokes aside when I start trying to figuring out why people loved jay Kay (specifically in the 90's even if they broke every heteronormativity thougt of being handsome) I see that there's a subtle mix between being sexy and sensitive, with a light of good humor. It's appealing.
I mean, LOOK AT HIM? HE EXUDE GENDER. My main reason why I want a lot of hats tho.
Oh and I actually love his personality too. Such a kind gentleman
That's why the blog is called "Cosmic boy" based on Cosmic girl (such a nice Song, even if my fav one is space cowboy and virtual Insanity bcs I'm a pretty basic man)
Jay Kay is really healing things about masculinity that I never thought I needed to heal. Is teaching me ways to be weird™ and not loosing myself in the process. I thing is some way of freedom because I saw masculinity as a fixed mold where I need to loose authenticity in order to fit in something (what??, idk man)
