#jasongrace

you don’t fight often, but when you do? it’s like thunder. not the loud crashing kind, but the tense, electrified air before a storm.

jason hates yelling. he grew up around raised voices and chaos and promised himself he’d never be that person. so when he does raise his voice? oh my gods.

jason wants to fix everything, but if you go silent. it kills him. he’d rather you scream at him than turn your back and walk away.

the worst fight you had? it wasn’t even about the real issue. it was about you not telling him about a mission you went on. but it was really about him feeling like he’s losing you.

“you could’ve died.” “i didn’t.” “but you could’ve, and i wouldn’t have even known.”

he doesn’t cry during fights, but his voice cracks. it’s always his voice that gives him away. all that praetor control, and yet a single tremble ruins him.

he calls you “darling” when he’s desperate.

sometimes he leaves mid-fight. flies off into the storm clouds, because he’s afraid of what he’ll say if he stays. .

when he comes back, he always looks like he’s been struck by his own lightning. drained. empty-eyed.

he apologizes first. always. even when he’s right. “i hate this,” he says, voice low. “i hate fighting with you.”

you fall asleep with your backs to each other that night. neither of you sleep. just breathing in sync, too scared to break the silence first.

you would also fight about like whats 'morally right or wrong' like the nico thing when jason said they shouldn't rescue him

if you grew up at chb you would be close to nico so you two would have huge fights

"so we just leave him? you're supposed to be a leader!"

"i am leading! this is the most strategic-"

and so on and so on

wait i want to make a fic of that

anyway personally not a huge gestures girl-like imagine you pull up to school and there a heart made of flowers and everyone makes fun of you

so jason's apologies would be small but sweet

his favorite phrase to say in an argument would be something along the lines of 'oh my gods i didn't say that" / "i didn't mean it like that" or "that's not right" / "its the most strategic thing to do"

because he's not a son of the war god, but hes a known leader so strategy is one of the first things on his mind

a/n: wait help me do i make a fic cause i dont have motivation but i have time (kind of) and it sounds cool