WARNINGS: raised voices, petty jealousy, arguments, light cussing, a bit angst, intense & messy kissing
SYNOPSIS: A stupid argument turns into a real one. Youโre both stubborn, loud, and refusing to back down... Until James snaps and closes the distance himself.
AUTHORโS NOTE: I swear heโd argue with you just to kiss you harder. this one was fun to write, enjoy!
DISCLAIMER: This is a work of fiction. Characters are based on public personas only. Nothing here reflects real-life relationships or behavior. Please do not repost, translate, or copy my work to other platforms. Reblogs & comments are appreciated but never required!.
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It starts stupid.
Likeโฆ stupid stupid.
You make one harmless comment about another idol being โpretty good on stage,โ and suddenly James is acting like you committed a crime.
โYou didnโt have to say it like that,โ he mutters, arms crossed so tight it looks uncomfortable.
You blink. โSay what like what?โ
โYou know what I mean.โ
โNo, I donโt,โ you snap. โI literally said he did well. Thatโs it.โ
James scoffs, pacing the practice room like heโs trying not to explode.
โOh my god,โ you groan. โAre you seriously jealous right now?โ
โIโm not jealous,โ he fires back instantly.
You raise a brow. โRight.โ
He stops pacing. โDonโt do that.โ
โDo what?โ
โThat tone.โ
You throw your hands up. โJames, youโre being ridiculous!โ
โOh, Iโm ridiculous?โ he says, voice rising. โYouโre the one acting like Iโm crazy for not wanting to hear you talk about someone else like that!โ
โIt wasnโt even praise! It was a statement!โ
โYou didnโt have to smile like that when you said it.โ
You stare at him. โYouโre unbelievable.โ
โAnd youโre-โ He cuts himself off, jaw tightening. โYou donโt get it.โ
โThen explain it to me!โ you shout, stepping closer. โBecause Iโm not a fucking mind reader!โ
He steps closer too. โYou know exactly why it bothered me.โ
โNo, I donโt!โ
โYes, you do!โ
Youโre chestโtoโchest now. Breathing hard. Both too stubborn to back down.
His eyes flick to your mouth. Quick, but obvious. And thatโs when it hits you.
This isnโt about jealousy. Itโs about him being scared. Scared of losing you. Scared of not being enough.
Your voice softens. โJames-โ
He shakes his head, frustrated. โJust- you donโt understand how it feels when-โ
โJames.โ
He looks at you, eyes sharp, hurt, tense.
And then he snaps.
โJust shut up and kiss me.โ
You donโt even have time to react.
He grabs your face and kisses you.
Itโs messy. Your back hits the wall softly as he presses forward, not forceful, just desperate to be close. His breath mixes with yours, uneven, warm. His hands slide to your jaw, thumbs brushing your cheeks like heโs grounding himself.
You kiss him back just as hard, fingers curling in the fabric of his shirt. He exhales against your mouth like heโs been holding his breath for hours.
When he finally pulls back, heโs still close. He rests his forehead against yours, breathing unsteady.
โYou drive me crazy,โ he whispers, voice a little bit rouhg.
โYou started it,โ you whisper back.
He huffs a tiny laugh, the first one since the fight started.
โI wasnโt jealous,โ he lies again, softer this time.
You smile. โSure.โ
He rolls his eyes, but his hands stay on your waist, holding you like heโs afraid youโll disappear.
โI justโฆโ He swallows. โI donโt like the idea of someone else getting your attention like that.โ
You cup his cheek. โYou have my attention.โ
His eyes soften instantly.
โYeah,โ he murmurs, leaning in for another kiss, slower this time, but still warm, still full of everything he canโt say. โI know.โ
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AUTHORS NOTE: iโve been wanting to write jealous!james for sooo long omg, so enjoy!
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He notices EVERYTHING.
You laugh a little too hard at someoneโs joke? Someone stands too close? Someone compliments you? His eyes flick over instantly.
He doesnโt interrupt. He just watches. Calm. Polite. But his attention is locked on you like a laser.
His jealousy isnโt messy. Itโs controlled. A raised brow. A tiny smirk. A โreally?โ under his breath.
Heโll slide in next to you casually, like he just happened to be passing by.
โWhat are you two talking about?โ
He knows exactly what youโre talking about.
He stands a little closer than usual. Shoulder brushing yours. Hand hovering near your back. As a little reminder that he still exists.
If someone else is flirting with you, he gets extra polite.
WARNINGS: none! js sum typos, none proof read, and bf behavior that makes u lick ur feet and giggle.
SYNOPSIS: james as ur bf, basically all the ways that show he's hopelessly whipped for u.
AUTHOR'S NOTE: I finally wrote something for James! cs I have nothing except the angst series (sorry abt that heh) that I need to finish holy stressed. but don't mind me! u enjoy this! xoxo ola.
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Heโs polite by default: Holds doors, says โafter you,โ lets you pick the seat. but the second youโre alone? The teasing starts IMMEDIATELY.
Loves making you laugh. If he gets even one giggle out of you, he looks at you with so much love.
He memorizes all your orders, just so he can brag that he remembers.
He acts unbothered but melts when you fix his hair.
He loves when you wear his clothes but will never admit it.
Heโs the type to say something sweet just to fluster you.
โYou look really good today.โ
Heโs chaotic in a controlled way. Not loud like. more like:
โI have an idea,โ and suddenly youโre both doing something mildly questionable but fun.
Heโs observant. Notices when youโre tired, quiet, overwhelmed. He wonโt make a big deal out of it. Heโll just sit closer, speak softer, or hand you something you need without asking.
He flirts with you like itโs a sport.
โYouโre staring.โ
โYouโre pretty.โ
โI know.โ
But when YOU flirt back? He just smiles, and goes for a flirt off. (he always wins)
Heโs not clingy, but he likes being near you. Sits next to you even if thereโs space.
Leans his shoulder against yours. Plays with your fingers absentmindedly.
Heโs protective in a subtle way. Steps slightly in front of you in crowds.
Keeps a hand on your back when guiding you through people. Doesnโt make a show of it, just does it naturally.
When heโs proud of you, he gets quiet. Soft smile. Eyes lingering.
โYou did good today.โ
He's so chill about you, but the members KNOW he's whipped.
Doesnโt cling to you, but he always ends up standing next to you without realizing.
If Martin teases him about it?
โBro relax.โ (Heโs blushing.)
Seonghyeon just watches with that little smile.
Juhoon doesn't rly gaf, you two are friends but like. He don't care abt you like that..๐ญ
Keonho follows you around like a puppy because he thinks youโre cool.
James pretends heโs unbothered but gently pulls you back to his side every time.
If you do something like laugh at one of the members' jokes, he smiles at you, but when you aren't looking. He either side-eyes them or glares at them. (ooo so scarryyy)
Heโs the type to brag subtly:
โYeah she made that.โ
โShe picked this out.โ
โShe said I look good today.โ
The members are so tired of him.
He tries to keep you from getting hate by his "fans", but also makes sure you never feel like a secret.
Sends you voice notes at 3am after practice:
โIโm tired. Tell me something funny.โ
(his raspy tired voice is so hawt)
If heโs on live and someone asks him a question like what's his ideal type, he smiles at his phone like an idiot.
โSomeone whoโฆ makes me laugh.โ
(Heโs thinking of you.)
He sends you unreleased songs with:
โDonโt show or tell anyone.โ
When heโs stressed,he doesnโt dump it on you. He just calls and sits in silence while listening to you until he feels better(always works!)
If you visit the company building, he walks you in like itโs normal. Staff greet you, almost all of them know you. He pretends itโs no big deal.
He works hard, but he always makes time for you. Even if itโs five minutes between schedules,
"can you call for 5 mins?"
Heโs the type to send you a picture of his outfit before a stage and ask:
โDo I look cool?โ
(He wants your approval more than the fansโ.)
He looks at you like youโre the only calm thing in his life.
Heโs your calm chaos, your teasing comfort, and your soft troublemaker.
previous chapter/// you are here- chapter 13 his literal wife //////////////// chapter14
^^pairing: James x Reader
^^warnings: lots and lots of cuss words lol, the entire chapter is James's POV
a/n: hey...how yall doin...
I almost scrapped this entire SMAU because I was way too lazy to finish it, and honestly, I still kinda am. This takes SO much effort and I have a whole new level of respect for everyone who does this regularly.
BUT then James dyed his fuckass hair and I simply could not NOT continue this series.
The next chapter is gonna be fully written because I'm sick and tired of making fake text messages. Sorry not sorry. I promise it'll be long and full of cute stuff though.
I think I'll still do a couple more text-format chapters here and there because I don't want to rush things and end up butchering the story for y'all <3
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James was obsessed with your tattoos.
It wasnโt the kind of obsession that was hot and loud, or that he necessarily had to share to the rest of the world, no he was too gentle for that.
It was quieter, reverent, the way his fingers would drift across your skin like he was reading braille only he could understand.
Every line, every curve, every delicate stroke of ink had been memorized under his fingertips.
You were a little older than him, also under HYBE, which meant the company had eventually relented on the tattoos, because loosing their most successful idol over tattoos wasnโt in their interest.
Chinese characters ran down the backs of your arms in elegant script -phrases about resilience youโd chosen years ago. A long, flowing spine tattoo followed the elegant line of your back in blooming details that shifted with every movement. And just above the curve of your hips sat a cluster of lotus flowers, pale pink and green, rising from stylized water -symbols of purity and perseverance that always made him smile softly when he saw them.
He couldnโt help but watch them.
Even now, as you sat cross-legged on the couch in his practice room after hours, wearing one of his oversized hoodies, James couldnโt focus on the lyrics he was supposed to be revising.
His eyes kept drifting to where the hem of the hoodie rode up, revealing the delicate edges of those lotus petals.
โYouโre staring again,โ you teased, not looking up from your phone.
โCanโt help it,โ he murmured, setting his notebook aside.
He crawled closer, gentle hands sliding under the fabric to rest on your lower back. His thumbs traced the lotus outlines with feather-light touches, following the stems as if they might bloom under his warmth. โTheyโre part of my girl. How am I supposed to look away?โ
You laughed softly, leaning into his chest. James pressed a kiss to the nape of your neck, right where the spine tattoo began its long descent.
โI wrote about them again,โ he admitted, a little shy. His voice was low, warm against your skin. โIn the bridge of the new track. Manager-nim said it was โpoetic.โ I think heโd have a heart attack if he knew I was writing about my girlfriendโs tattoos.โ
You turned in his arms, cupping his face. โJames.โ
He smiled, that soft, boyish smile that made your heart stutter. โYouโre irreplaceable to me, you know that?โ
His fingers continued their familiar path -down your spine, over the characters on your arms, all the way to your ankles when you stretched out beside him. He knew them by heart now. He could trace every detail in the dark.
Later, when the song dropped and fans speculated about the poetic imagery, only you would catch the secret in his lyrics. Only you would know that every time James stepped on stage and sang those lines, he was thinking of lotus flowers blooming on your lower back, of ink that told your story, and of the girl who wore it all so beautifully.
James would always get nervous before big showcases.
The moment the stylists finished with his hair, heโd reach for your wrist and gently pull it into his lap. His thumb would trace the elegant characters inked there over and over in slow, soothing circles until his breathing steadied, eyes soft as heโd lift your wrist to press a tiny kiss to the ink.
No matter how many staff members were rushing around, that small ritual was just for the two of you.
Your boyfriend would always get shy whenever he caught himself staring at your lotus flowers.
If you wore low-rise pants or cropped tops around the dorm, his eyes would drift to the cluster of pale pink lotuses on your lower back. He couldnโt help it.
Youโd tease him and heโd blush, mumbling, โTheyโre just so pretty on you,โ before pulling you close so he could run his fingers over the petals.
Heโd rest his chin on your shoulder and sigh happily, completely content to stay like that for hours.
And every night when he came home to you, heโd pull you close, press his lips to your tattoos like quiet promises, and whisper the same thing against your skin:
โThese are beautiful. But you, my sweet girl? Youโre everything.โ
previous chapter/// you are here- chapter 12 chill I'm easy //////////////// chapter 13
^^pairing: James x Reader
^^warnings: the last slides are maki's pov
a/n: hey, hi, hello, i was gone for a flippin century mb guys. i really need to wrap this up lol, this is stressing me tf out. writing smaus are not my thing apparently.
