#jagger gerardy

The past few days I felt like... Chatterbox deserves Role Player of the Year. And then yesterday he topped himself.

He started his stream showing a cool music video edit someone made [skullwitch is amazing]

And then he played this really cool edit I think he paid for it to be made for his stream. It's a fast pace edit of virtually everything they've been through and how she felt before she met him and how they've grown together and he helped her to feel loved for who she is over the past few months.

I CRY. And then his character woke up from ICU [here's a short clip of that]

And then he proceeded to role play the drama of losing Ray VERY WELL, with a balance of silly here and there from chaotic clowns. He had good pacing, which is hard to do in an RP city full of thousands of random people, he had great character conversations that felt emotional and impactful.

But the best part was, every where he went, he kept seeing Ray's memories. [clowns are weird physiologically in this universe just go with it] and the nurse gave him her blood in the hospital so he's seeing her POV memories of himself, which is interesting, because that's what she's missing she doesn't have those memories right now.

I was not expecting him to cry, "Tessa?" And then Tessa instantly took control of her own mind and cried, "Chatty?" And from then on, it was just so sad, my heart. I almost wish the glass wasn't between them.

Also Chatty screams and cries when locked in a small cell, BEGGING to be kept in a small cell for a long as possible so he can't hurt anyone. *chef's kiss* this man is poetic.

AND THE WAY HE DESCRIBED THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE TO THE THERAPIST? Ugh, no one will ever love me like Chatty loves Cups, I die.

One of my favorite things is how Mumbles always finds Chatterbox and peeps on him before Chatty can notice Mumbles. Jagger/Chatterbox screams every time and it's beautiful.