#jafaar

Appearance:

A young brown girl with dark brown hair with the Scarabia Night Ravens College school uniform.

Large eyes that easily display her emotion. She usually sports a condescending smirk colored with maroon.

Her thick wavy hair is parted to the right adorned in a semi-transparent red veil.

She has red smokey eye, black cat-eyeliner and red under eye makeup.

Dorm Uniform:

Inspired by Princess Jasmine’s live action celeste dress but in maroon.

Wears a red skirt that reaches her ankles, parted in the middle, with a golden skirt underneath.

Ijaya has the Scarabia golden snake arm band, matching with Kalim and Jamil.

She was gifted a set of a necklace and bracelet from Kalim during childhood with their initials and the Iranian word for friendship.

She pays homage to her childhood crush, Jamil by wearing a similar snake bracelet.

She pays homage to Iago; she wears a red feather clip on her right bangs.

School Uniform:

Rocking the Scarabia colors on her uniform

With a couple of cards, there's an idea of some piece of life coming into or being in harmony or balance even. This could be all that it is or it could involve another person. I'm not necessarily seeing a person just because we have the page of cups. I'm seeing this more as having to do with life's purpose. But life's purpose can include soul tribe people because your north node is also about destiny. So we won't rule it out but I'm leaning more toward in general life's purpose. With 10 of pentacles, we also know that we are probably talking about stability of some kind, particularly in career or studies. It could even be a health issue.

Knight of cups could represent you or someone else. So there is this kind of dreamy romantic element, I also see seven of cups as the card of a dreamer. In this deck, it has a very fluffy meaning compared to the usual uncertainty or fantasy. In this deck, it's more about an energy surrounding you. So that's kind of why I want to talk about intuitive impressions more so than the meanings for now. But I feel a really positive energy coming if it hasn't already started that would have to do with your purpose or at least progress forward toward a destination in the near future. Related more toward usually I associate life purpose with career not that they are the same thing but usually what drives us that way pushes us in that direction. There is a creative element too.

There's a lot of emotion. It would make me think that if you are pursuing a creative path, that might be the most harmonious for you. It could also be that there is a lot of creative or emotional energy within you that if directed toward that purpose would make sense. And with 10 of pentacles it again makes me think more toward career. When you look at the cards, what I'm getting is we know this is about your destiny or purpose, whatever. I'm sure you could look at your North Node too and have an idea of generally what you might be here for. But, I guess I see it as let's say the seven of cups is this energy or talent inside you. Now it's been made external and put in the knight of cups cup. So it does seem like there's some type of channeling of taking whatever is inside and extracting it and taking action because with the knight, we now have action as opposed to the page.

So it seems like it's a process. And then when we look at the 10 of pentacles, it's kind of also shooting out your energy and since I consider it career, we'll say this seems mostly directed toward career again. But I also kind of feel this is a bit about your aura or energy. You might be a person that gets burnt out easily if you don't use proper boundaries with people or let's say when it comes to work, it's almost like more energy is coming out of you than it should. Like the idea of people who are able to balance their energy. Like if I do so many readings, I might get headaches or I might feel tired because I'm really bad about having practices for preserving my energy. This isn't like a big message in the cards I'm just looking at it as whatever you seem to do in the life, a lot of the inner energy is coming out in order to create whatever this is or just do what you do.

Because the 10 of pentacles person is kind of like laying there and they look worn out and they could be sick and it does have this extra meaning of health to me. So just as a warning I guess even if this isn't about boundaries, this is just about the natural process of how much energy you give out toward a project. Like an excess of passion I guess we'll say. Or an excess of emotion attached to that passion so you might get worn out. You might even have like a moments of super high energy or creative energy and then probably low moments.

This harmony card might even be about being in search of that perfect harmony of what's the right balance of what you put out versus how you preserve. And that could go for anything. That could go with relationships and what you put out or work or even exercising. It doesn't matter.

It also could plainly read with seven of cups being more about that daydreaming or fantasy and knight of cups is similar. This could simply be somebody daydreaming about their life's purpose in regard to money or career. But in theory, it would look like somebody who is creative anyway and has the ability to think of creative worlds. It could be writing but it could be anything where you have a creative vision and then bring that to life in your career. But it could also be the process you have for manifestation. Because your imagining something you have a desire for something you have an emotional attachment to it and then the 10 of pentacles is like creating something stable with this.

But also in general, I would say and I've seen this with a lot of readings lately and then I was watching a reader on YouTube say this where she had this weird notion that soon a lot of people were going to get what they want like their biggest wishes come true. And I've seen something like that. I don't even know how that would be possible but a lot of the cards have been like okay you're about to be rewarded for whatever. Which you hear a lot but like when has it ever actually happened. Lately, I have noticed that I have had better luck though. And more opportunities coming my way. And that's after like years of drought.

And in a superficial sense of reading the cards together very positively, it just looks like something positive happening in your future that has to do with an alignment regarding your purpose. Your sole purpose. But at the same time it also looks like it's going to move forward in career or fortune. I mean you can't get anything better than the 10 of pentacles when it comes to stability or career success or financial improvement.

But let's talk about the clarifiers. I have been seeing the tower come out for pretty much everything. So I wonder if there's something happening in Aries or Mars is doing something. I'm too lazy to look sorry. But to clarify 7 of cups we have the tower and queen of pentacles. You can read a tower negatively if you want because it's a scary process of things crumbling. But you can also read it as that Mars energy of getting something done. Although usually it ends up meaningful. So there could have been a time in your life recently when you might have procrastinated.

Because 7 of cups does have that meaning of uncertainty or you know simply having your head in the clouds. Just daydreaming about something whereas the tower and queen of pentacles makes me think of somebody having that take action energy regarding let's say career. But it's still that tower definition of breaking something down if before you were in that energy of procrastination and not doing much but something happens to break you out of that. It can be a shock it can be whatever but essentially it breaks you out of stagnancy even if it sucks. And it doesn't always have to be terrible but it kind of lights a fire under your ass. I am seeing it more as something like that because queen of pentacles is here. So something might have happened to trigger you into meeting to take action whether it's career money studies.

But you're moving out of that sort of stagnant energy I think. It could also still involve that energy plus whatever fantasy or manifestation that you had been dreaming of and now suddenly you have the energy or doors are opening toward that which is why you're getting the north node. And also the trine looks like a path has been cleared. We have a harmonious open path between destinations. So we have progress. And if it's not something external that's changing this could be related to an internal shakeup as well. I would think it's probably a little bit of both because if you have an internal shake up, it's probably going to lead to some action being taken. Also with the queen of pentacles there, even though the tower can break something down, it breaks it down in order to rebuild it into something way more solid. Which is exactly what the queen of pentacles does.

I mean you could also have a Mars in an earth sign or water sign. And if that were true or even if it's not, I would guess maybe your Mars might be tied to your process for creativity or work. That's kind of natural anyway because I always associate Mars with being tied to what we're passionate about. So but as a note, if you haven't already, you could look toward whatever Google says about your Mars placement and how to work with that to initiate success or getting out of a period of stagnancy or creative blocks because probably it will say you might end up doing this so now you have to do this well you get the idea.

Now we have 10 of pentacles clarified by 5 of pentacles.

This might come back to what I was saying about the energy. Because five of pentacles is that lack. It can be a mental or spiritual lack or it can be a financial lack or just a lack. Because when you have the ten of pentacles and then this card is clarifying, I would think and not feeling very well or having financial difficulties or just not having stability in some area of life. But in both cards, it does look like the figure is reaching for these pentacles. But the pentacles could be goals, but it could be money. You could have had some kind of situation recently where you needed money or had to spend a lot of money on something or maybe with something that you want to do in relation to career or studies would involve having to spend some money. And maybe that's a concern.

Or maybe you had a medical bill to pay recently. I'll try to put this all together as a whole after I go through everything though. Because they should all be related as messages. That's why it makes sense to think that there could be a lack going on in resources of something you want to do or just having a passion for something but maybe having a tough time finding the right job. But we'll see.

So the knight of cups is clarified by a ton of swords which kind of was more reversed. So that could be an issue of an ending still being stuck before you can move on. And the thing that stuck could be related to this lack of some kind. It also came out with the emperor. This it would make sense if it was tied to the Mars situation where I said there was some procrastination or stagnancy in an area that needed to be broken out of. Or it could even be in a certain mindset for a while that wasn't super ambitious or not having a lot of energy. Because the emperor again we have that Aries energy.

Maybe you have a strong Aries placement or some Mars thing happening. And again this could be tied to your Mars in that perhaps it's in a retrograded placement where I feel like sometimes if we have something in retrograde we have to work a little bit harder or the effects can be the opposite if it wasn't in retrograde. I mean here it would make me think Mars in air or water. Which I did say water before. Or maybe there's a cusp situation. Anyway. What it looks like is something could be stuck in terms of an emotional situation. an emotional state of mind or something that you're working through. And it's preventing you from taking action or getting organized or disciplined about something. It makes me think it's more of an emotional mindset than a lack of resources but I guess it could be both. But we seem to be dealing with a lot of cups so. It could be that there's an emotional feeling about something and I don't want to say it's doubt but it could just be sometimes if I were to interact with a water sign, they could just be sort of wishy-washy. As opposed to a fire sign who's going to take action naturally. And perhaps this emotional thing that someone is working through is tied to this five of pentacles. It could be somebody feeling down because they don't have the money to pursue something.

Like if you don't have the money to pursue the studies you want to take or a class you want to take or to travel to whatever destination you need to. And so you start feeling bad about that and then you're like well if I can't do that then I can't do anything. That's just an example. You might be able to apply that to anything. But it does feel like there's something stuck, that you want to do or desire to do or has to do with a creative project and it's like before you can do it, something has to be confronted or has to change. And usually the 10 of swords is something that would come up if it's difficult. Like it doesn't feel great, it makes you worry, it's not a great mind state. Granted it could be none of that and you could have an issue with an Aries lol. Because the knight of cups plus these clarifiers could be unable to detach from a romantic situation with an Aries.

But I don't know that for sure so I am not going to dwell on that but if it was any kind of situation like that, there might have been some type of breakdown with this person that would question trust or there is an issue of stability with this person, long-term. Doubting that there's a long-term possibilities here. We're having fantasies about the long-term being broken down. But you can apply this to whatever the situation actually is for you. If it's your goals or career. Because there do seem to be doubts about a long-term stability or if this is really going to work.

Once you move past that energy which I would guess is making you not take any action into okay I want to do this and then going for it, then I think the 10 of swords flips in the cycle moves forward. I think it wants to anyway because that's why the tower is here. It's here to break down whatever things are keeping you from going for it. And then once you go through that, I think the energy of the universe is waiting for you to do that so it can push you toward your destination. I almost feel like it would happen like the engine of a space shuttle. Like it just needs to ignite and then you're going to like be in the atmosphere in 5 seconds. I mean I feel like this five of pentacles and the ten of pentacles are trying to reach for the stars. The seven of cups suggests there's a fantasy or a daydream or an energy for something that you want. The knight of cups is also looking into this cup and apparently imagining something that they have an emotional attachment to the project or outcome. Like there's an emotional investment in this.

So honestly the only thing blocking your way is I guess yes it could be financial resources. Like if you wanted to become a musician, you need to have money to rent a studio or take lessons or get an agent. Those could be issues. It could be that the timing has never felt right and you were always searching for like the right moment or some type of stability to happen before you would go for it. Like maybe if things will just calm down in life I could work on this. It could be all kinds of things but. I just know that you have to move from the fantasy realm into actually manifesting it like the emperor would or the magician.

Let's talk about the numbers before I clarifyed. We had five seven 10. So we have truth and we have conflict or challenge or change and a cycle. So there's something that has to be learned or found out or understood regarding how you react to change or conflict or that conflict itself revealing a truth to you. And this being a lesson or a cycle that you have to get through in order to make it through the next door. I mean you have a couple more sevens in the clarifiers as well so that's clearly the predominant thing. You have another 10. And you have a four which talks about stability. But seven and 10 is definitely. And then yeah you have two fives. So obviously those are the important numbers. Or 1057 could be important in some way or 157 since 10 reduces down to a 1. So there's something about your life purpose that will revolve around that truth you need to discover that comes from conflict. It could be like how you act when conflict comes, do you rise to the occasion or it's that something will be revealed to you through this change or conflict that will I don't have a reason to say empower you because there's no eights here.

But there's a truth that you need to discover. And we kind of already went through that with the cards that there's a lot of internalizing mostly of something emotional more than mental even though we have the ten of swords here too so I guess it's a bit of both but I feel like this is more like heart-centered than brain-centered. And when I think of heart or water, I think of a desire. And I feel like when we talk about life purpose, we mostly are following that path based on how we feel about something. Things that excite us or scare us or make us feel bad. That's how we instinctually or intuitively know how to go toward it or go away from it. But it looks like you're going through a process of trying to like you already feel that but then maybe there's an external component of okay now how do I achieve it. How do I go for it. How do I execute this. And like I said this struggle to execute or find stability or go after this might be an issue with your Mars placement or if there's anything you struggle with in regard to an Aries placement. Or first house I guess. And maybe too you have something wonky in your first or 7th or 5th or 10th house. We know first is about the self, 7th is relationships, 5th house is Leo so recognition or courage even children, 10th house is career or work ethic. So maybe there are things to be worked out regarding not just career stuff but I guess it could bleed over into relationships too. Or it could depend on what's in your 7th house.

So yeah without really having more details about a specific situation. Maybe there is this at least inkling or starting of a desire of how do I get to where I need to go to be happy or my life is in the most harmony or just how do I get there. And it's like I want this and I'm reaching but something. And that but something seems to be related to masculine or Aries energy. Taking action. Not just leaving it in ether or having it be a daydream but how are you going to take this thing that you want and make it happen. And if there was a doubt, I would say that in order for anything to change or to actually happen with this dream that you have, it's not going to fall in your lap.

It's not like opportunities are suddenly going to appear at the very first couple of steps to be like okay this is going to get you where you need to go. I see it as you'll have to step up in some way to initiate the change. And then you'll probably be rewarded for whatever effort you make. But you'll have to make the climb and go from five of pentacles to 10 pentacles if that's where you want to end up. If you want the financial and career success and the money. You'll have to have a plan. You'll have to be strategic. You're not going to get there on desire or fantasizing or wishful thinking alone. You actually have to do stuff. And I think probably in the recent path you weren't really taking that route. So if it hasn't happened already, some tower thing will happen to get you moving.

It could be like losing a job or getting kicked out of the house or something that will start with loss and it will feel like it sucks, but it's probably going to happen in order to get you to get off your butt. And that might be why the 10 of pentacles and 5 of pentacles are together because it's like you have to lose something or learn a lesson in order for you to gain some clarity or truth, and then that clarity will push you toward action and change. And it's also whatever happens, is part of your destiny. And it's meant to put you on that more harmonious path or line up with your actual path. Because imagine if we didn't have the trine card. And we somehow got this card where you were zig-zagging or looping around. Which is I think where you have been but the universe wants to push you into this the right path. To get you on any path really but whatever it does that might seem sucky or discouraging is me to get you on the path where you're supposed to go.

You'll probably have some idea of this anyway because there's a feeling of knowing and resigning to it. You might even see it like that too and realize okay this is just part of the plan. Or maybe there is a little bit of like why is this happening and that's why the tent of swords is wanting to be kind of reversed because it's like is it really destiny or am I imagining it, did I do something wrong am I being punished. I would say no. It's just like route correction. Like imagine your guides as GPS people and you miss your turn and then the GPS is like okay now do this. And you could choose to be like well I think I should just take a left. And that didn't help but your guides are still going to be like okay do this now and we'll get you to where you need to go.

So hopefully that helps. I really feel strongly that you need to check out your Mars Aries stuff because I really feel like your Mars placement plays a part in obstacles as well as giving you momentum forward if you know how to deal with its energies. Or your chart is like something significant in Aries plus water plus earth. I guess too it would be interesting to know what your north node is in if it's in something earth water or fire. I mean it does seem to be pushing you toward fire. And perhaps your south node was in water. It could be flipped I guess but anyway. You should also look at your south and north node. Perhaps you've been relying too much on the qualities of your South node and that's what's kind of keeping you in a comfort zone situation. And you might need to push yourself more into whatever your north node says you're supposed to do.

A lot of people have received that get out of your comfort zone message lately. And when I look at the queen of pentacles too and the seven of cups is also about staying in that safe place and fantasy land. And the queen of pentacles on her own would be someone who can start her own business and knows how to manage everything but at the same time the picture seems like you know she's very comfortable where she's sitting, she seems very cozy. But the tower would shake you out of that. The tower would come up behind you and push you out of your chair. So it does seem like that sorry get out of your comfort zone, it's time to go toward your north node destiny and we're going to do whatever we have to to put you on that path. So good luck with that.