#j204

Rules: we’re snooping on your playlist. put your entire music library on shuffle and list the first 10 songs, then choose 10 victims!

Cheating a bit because I’m shuffling from a playlist I made for my Schneeplebro College AU, J204. Been listening to that as I (re)write (everything). 

Thank you @xpouii for the tag! <3 :D

1. Please Notice by Christian Leave

2. If Our Love Is Wrong by Calum Scott

3. Dandelions by Ruth B.

4. Just Friends by Ally Barron

5. Boys In The Street by Kurt Hugo Schneider and Austin Percario

6. Finest Hour (feat. Abir) by Cash Cash and Abir

7. Location by Khalid

8. We Found Love by Boyce Avenue

9. Here With Me by Marshmello and CHVRCHES

10. Kiss The Boy by Keiynan Lonsdale

Aaaaah, this one was hard! I don’t have ‘suggestively’ or any of its synonyms in ANY of my wips. Shocking honestly!!

HOWEVER, I’ll admit the first time I read this I thought the words you were giving me were ‘eyebrow wiggle’ and I have a note/wip with those words so I’ll cheat and use that lmao. Sorry!

From the J204 college au that Control takes place in: 

They're out watching movies and Chase is biting and sucking on ice cubes cause he’s too lazy to go get a refill. Henrik is concerned he may have pica, or may be anemic. (He’s purposefully trying to be unsexy because he really wants to watch this film and every time they’ve tried before Chase keeps making out with him and Henrik misses the movie. Chase replies “As much as I'm willing to study anatomy with you...” *wiggles eyebrows* ”I”m not a med case.” Henrik smirks. “Insatiable.”

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So commanding ;)

The two I have in the works sadly will not feature smut lol, so I’ll be disappointing folks there, sorry. 

But(t), the prequel for Control will showcase Chase and Henrik getting along during the summer before they become roommates. A little summer full of flirtation mayhaps :3

I hope it’ll be interesting. Its gonna be a little weird because their conversations happen over emails and an instant messenger type of app. I hope that reads clearly in ao3. (Formatting the drafts have been a bitch, let me tell you...)

Marvin is in it, I can tell you that tho. He’s a big part of this prequel and he and the other egos will show up in the proper sequels too!

I can offer up a hint of some smut that will show up if you’d like??? A pull up bar will come into use. And eventually some ice play. I think that’s the proper term for it. Chase shall have his delicious revenge. But Schneep will still torture him when he can ;)

The other fic was supposed to be a valentines day one shot. But I started it too late, lmao. Hopefully it’ll be done soon tho. It’s a dumb little idea I had that features cheating spouses, a sad, valentines day group date by some ‘helpful’ radio hosts, and two sad, lonely dads that find friendship...and eventually more. 

Also, this will be the first fic that I try to establish another otp of mine: Jackieboy Man x Marvin. I adore them so much. I like seeing the egos in pairs, something @sparklepines and I have actually talked about before. Chase X Schneep, Jackie X Marvin, Anti X Sean/Jack. JJ I’ve h/c as asexual. 

Fan fact: while writing this one-shot (one-shot my ass, it’s already at 3k words, and only a quarter done, fml) I made myself cry because of a certain crises that pops up. I swear it’ll be a happy ending, but I hope the angst is well written and earned too. 

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You flatterer you!! Thank you mi amor <3

Control was such a surprise to write. I was so unsure about everything once I started, lol. I’m not too familiar with writing kinkier stuff, so I was doubting so much of what I was putting down. But I’m glad I stuck with it.I’m grateful so many people loved it too. I loved writing them in this au so much. I have so many ideas of what kinds of scenes I want to put them in. :3

For some reason, the visual of Chase trying to hide himself with that trademark hat always sticks out to me. I wanted Chase to be as vulnerable as possible when Henrik walks in on him. His hat is an integral part of his identity. He’s had to hide his feelings for Henrik for so long that suddenly having the object of his desire come in and catch him, and then encourage him? It’s a lot to take in for Chase. And he’s scared. He’s been hurt in the past and he’s scared that he might lose one of the only good things he has in his life. (Me, giving Chase all the angst in the prequel? …maybe… >.> <.<) Him seeing Henrik putting on his hat feeds into the hope that maybe Henrik cares for him too. Which, thankfully Henrik does and they both realize that during their ‘scene’. Also why he asks Henrik to keep it on. It’s his proof that Henrik loves him too.

I don’t know if that makes sense lol. I keep rewriting this, lmao. I tried to make the hat symbolic for Chase and his feelings, basically, lol. I really wanted that to come across in the fic.

<3 Thank you hun! <3

3. Favorite line/scene you wrote this year?

Aaaaah. That’s so hard! Favorite scene is either in ‘Control’, when Chase is holding his hat over his crotch. Or, in ‘Pancakes and Strawberry Syrup’, where Chase is trying to flip pancakes onto the plate and Schneep just watches, utterly besotted. I don’t have a favorite line, sorry! 

12.  Favorite character to write about this year?

99% of what I write is Chase and Schneep so it’s gonna have to be those two. I can’t choose between them, sorry! With Schneep I try to make his dialogue and the diction in his pov more formal/nuanced. I also don’t write ‘zat’ or accent stuff because I don’t want to disrespect how people with a German accent actually talk by over using or misusing words like that. With Chase, it’s more relaxed, more (an attempt at being) humorous. Both boys mean a lot to me so I try to keep them as true while also having my own take on their characters. 

21. Most memorable comment/review?

I cherish all my reviews so much, they really mean a lot to me. But I think this review for ‘Control’ made me cry in relief: 

“I am so glad you added the kinks and had a hand slip because this was fantastic! The pacing was great and their mannerisms and dialogue was spot on, especially Chase fumbling around and being adorably flushed. Is this something that might get added to later, especially for the teased oral?”

<3 Thank you my lovely! <3

1. Favorite fic you wrote this year?

My newest fic, Control. I tried a few new things with that one: tense, point of view, kink/smuttiness. I was (still am tbh) so blown away with how well received it was! I thought it was awkward and too out of my comfort zone. But after completing it, I was actually really proud of how it came out! It was more chill and fun to write because it was just a burst of an idea, lol. And I definitely want to continue it and try more things out!! 

13. Favorite writing song/artist/album of this year?

Ah man, that’s so hard. I’ve listened to so much incredible music this year. I’ve had a ton of playlists playing for writing. My 2018 Wrapped (link on my page) are the songs I’ve listened to the most that really shaped my writing. I loved the band MISSIO, their songs ‘Twisted’ and ‘Everybody Gets High’ are utterly amazing.. But I made a playlist for my ‘Seeing You Smile Makes Me Smile Too’ AU, and there’s a song called 'October’ by Jon D that always puts me in the right mindset to write!

15. Something you learned this year?

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Video Blogging RPF, jacksepticeye Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Sean McLoughlin/Sean McLoughlin, Chase Brody/Dr. Schneeplestein, Chase/Henrik, Chase/Schneep, Past Henrik/Anti Characters: Chase Brody, Henrik Schneeplestein, Antisepticeye - Character Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - College/University, Alternate Universe - Roommates/Housemates, Romantic Fluff, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Sexual Content, Dom/sub Undertones, Friends to Lovers, Chase is Pinning, Henrik Takes Charge, An Attack on another Character NOT Between Main Pairing, there are feelings Summary:

Chase pales and covers his face. He quickly puts his hands back down to hold the hat over his crotch. He closes his eyes. Was he that loud? Was Henrik listening at the door?