HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! 🥂🍾🎊🎉

drew this up while aggie-ing with @rextyles

"i keep dreaming of you, but i realize that it isn't you manifesting inside my brain. your actions have made it clear that you no longer want the goodness that came from what our relationship was. and even with knowing this, why do i still see you in my dreams? every night--this is no mere exaggeration, i can't remember a night without dreaming of you--it's simply us going on adventures, fulfilling silly escapades. why can't that be real again? just to know i was in a presence as great as yours made me feel complete, and now without you, my being is empty--not that i am not good enough, but that i was better with you. i loved making you laugh. i want to give you everything i had to offer to someone as perfect as you. things were misconstrued, i've never thought you could be bad or evil, not even then. P tells me all the time that you are no good and what you did was deplorable. but it is every time that i defend you.