#itsfiveam

I've been debating walking to tims for the last hour but idk I'd have to get dressed

this is going to end so bad and the fact that I know this but I'm not doing anything about it makes me such a fucking idiot. I'm a sucker for anyone who gives me the slightest bit of attention, how pathetic can I get? I'm about to get used and I'm going to act so surprised when it happens when in reality I knew it was coming, I just didn't say anything because I'm that disgustingly desperate. I should have followed through and killed myself months ago when I had the chance.