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I hate the feeling you get when you’re just really lonely all the time and want to hang out with people, but you’re the kind of person that sometimes physically and mentally can’t get yourself to initiate the interaction but nobody really knows that about you so you never see anyone…. Then you’re just lonely all the time because you also feel like if they really wanted to be your friend they would contact you but they don’t even to say hi so you just kind of tell yourself they don’t actually want to be your friend……and even though you’re probably lying to yourself and acknowledge that, you still can’t help but agree with the part of yourself that feels that way, so you continue to be the lonely piece of shit that you are because you can’t stop thinking that nobody really cares. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯