Aug 12
So the evening got better, my present came, the restaurant reopened and I got taken out for drinks 🥴
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So the evening got better, my present came, the restaurant reopened and I got taken out for drinks 🥴
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I sure know how to make people not like me anymore lol
I got Deku a small gift!
Here's the story!
A couple days ago I went on a trip and found this cute lil line of stress toys in a shop. This version caught my eye cos it said "best teacher" on it and it was also green. So naturally, I thought, I HAD to get it for Deku sensei! I did, and he loved it! He's a busy guy after all, no doubt he'd get super stressed...
I honestly think his students would surprise him w lil gifts like these quite often. I'm pretending one of his students gave this to him cos I'm not his student but let's face it, 1) we all wanna be in his class and 2) his students would 100% do this!!
F i n e r y . . .
It's Complicated (2009)
Directed by Nancy Meyers Cinematography by John Toll
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This is a much different topic, but do I feel aroused or do I sometimes get erections when I'm reading romantic fanfiction? Yeah, sometimes. I don't know why though. Seems like almost anything can arouse me or make me erect, as long as it's not making me uncomfortable.
But do I read a ton of romantic fanfiction? Yeah. Yeah, I do. I seem to read more about male characters than about other characters, and I feel often really guilty about that. But I'm too lazy to fix my bad habit, so all I ever do is read the fanfiction and feel marginally guilty.
Am I aromantic? I think so. I don't think I've ever felt romantic attraction in real life. But if I'm aromantic…why do I read about romance so much? Probably because I like the softness of it. The kindness, the intimacy, the warmth and tenderness. I'm extremely sensitive and lonely and easily scared, so I think that romance appeals to me just as a relaxing bland sentimental kind of thing.
Writing this note kind of ruined my plans to read fanfiction while my dad was in his dental appointment. I didn't for it to do that, but it did. So that's frustrating. sigh…
I'm actually kind of amazed I wrote all this, though. Because I feel pretty tired, or I almost felt like falling asleep in the dentist waiting room. But I still found the time to write both of these notes (the pokemon one and this one here). So I don't know how I did it. Somehow, I guess. sigh…
What's the best part of a birthday? Getting a cake from it. In my case, I tend to expect presents too. But that's because I'm selfish and I've always gotten them and I'm still only 21. But in most cases, at least a cake is expected and makes the day better. The worst part? Knowing you're older. That affects my mood, gets me feeling existential and stressed.
But you know a hobby I have? Looking up people I share birthdays with. Just to know if there is anyone famous I share it with. And there are, oddly. Feburary 20th is a date I share with: David Herman (actor and voice actor I principally know from Bob's Burgers), Sidney Poitier (a dead old actor I've never seen much of) and I think Hal Jordan from DC comics (even as a fictional character, he counts). I've checked my dad's birthday (tomorrow, which is August 2nd), and I realized he mainly just shares a birthday with the singer Andrew Gold. Also with the current VP in the US, but I wouldn't go bragging about that one (seeing as he's a horrible person). So that's interesting. Dates are interesting if you let them be interesting.
When you stop thinking of your birthday as being about you and you try to add distance between yourself and it, I find it becomes somewhat more tolerable. Because yeah, birthdays usually suck. sigh...