#it's been too long..

i hand-write everything i write in various journals, and i just checked through all of them, and the one with the ending is gone. just gone. all my notes, and funny donna material, and backstory and father octavious plot conclusion is gone. i mean, i can re-write it, but i’m afraid it won’t be as good without all that extra stuff.  and i can’t remember WHAT FATHER OCTAVIOUS IS BEING SO SHIFTY ABOUT????

*cries*