Jul 8
hiii decided to draw myself
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hiii decided to draw myself
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dazai with the song ‘it almost worked’ will always be one of my favorite combos ever
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Song 0f The N1ght #1
Almost
I always wondered how you truly felt—if you looked for me as I looked for you. My first (and hopefully last as yearning is awful) "almost", I hope our story is somewhat defined by the end of the school year. I'm not asking for a love confession out in the rain, but I hope for a sense of clarity.
(I don't want anyone to read this into sadness. He gave me moments that I used to read in books and quietly hoped to experience one day.)
Despite everything, we were kind of epic, ya know? Our tension and failure to define what we had made things somewhat "exciting". I'd never had that with anyone and most likely wouldn't have wanted it with anyone else. All the other boys felt superficial and lacked importance. Strangely, the uncertainty that surrounded us made our situation feel more real than any typical high school romance. I'm not the popular or cool girl. Not a cheerleader or anything of the sort. And you weren't the popular or cool guy. Neither one of us are supposed to get each other at the end of the movie. But this dynamic persisted between us anyway.
Thank you for the prolonged eye contact, the longing stares, the walks to class, and that one moment at prom.
Hopefully, this will be a story I recount to my future daughter one day as she deals with boy struggles for the first time. Something I'll reference to tell her that not everything is bound to become "more", but it can still be meaningful.
Thank you for giving me that. That's more than I can ask for.
I hope that our "almost" means a lot to you as well. I hope you thought about me in the darkest of nights. I hope you looked for me in every room. W
You were good at "almost", but an even better friend. Someone who I've known for a while now. As a friend, I want you to be happy. I want to see you succeed. I wish you nothing but the best.
Thanks. Thanks for it all.
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„ everyone looks the same in this town you can hardly tell the difference. she stayed at home and figured out how to will herself out of existence she gave it a try she closed her eyes she didn't know how it'd feel, she just hoped that it wouldn't hurt it almost worked they lie right to your face in this town but what did you expect? she wishes that she could have seen what they saw that left them so unimpressed so she gave it a try she started to cry she said to herself, "well, at least it could have been worse" and it almost worked ”
We ended things, though we were never together and I knew it would never work.
But all I can think about, when the wind pierces  my skin like cold nails and the tears fall down my face is being back there.
At the beach celebrating my birthday, eating my new found favorite food that they showed me, listening to the waves, feeling the mist from the ocean even though we were so far away. And most of all their warmth radiating off them, it was so cold,
Their lips connected with mine and everything felt alright, I felt loved. I felt celebrated.
My only Happy birthday.