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Notched #31 of The Chico Wildflower Century and grateful to all that is divine and universal that I can still enjoy these beautiful rides. The support staff and volunteers are always the best! Cheers to next year! #chicowildflower #5000elevationgain #isurvived (at Chico, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/Crwai8rPL6RjVRuXudlbdN2JJ9K9ZW3sGg7OQY0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Done!... 🧿 Thru GOD, may this never happen to me again! 🙏🏾🙌🏾 Yall don't ubderstand the feeling GROWing through my body right now... PS: i'm still accepting funds/donations to help furnish ny place. If you're willing, able, and interested DM me and i'll provide my info foe either Cash App, Venmo, Zelle, or Pay Pal. Peace 😎 - #finalchapter #newbook #iSURVIVED #ericjaywest #nolongerhomeless #thisismytruth #GODdid #ididthat #sharingmystory #myfirstapartment #nolongerhomeless #happy2023 #GODisamazing #newbeginnings #iseeyoublackman #homelesssurvivor #blackhealing #mindfulness #healingjourney #newapartment #blessed #survivor #mynewhome #mynewplace (at New York, New York) https://www.instagram.com/p/CoIyV1vvz6b/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Oh my paw mama!!! I’m so lucky I lived. That lady nurse tooks ALL my blood. #isurvived #tookitALL #howamialiverightnow #drdudevisit #deucethediapeydog #fourbulliesandacookie #englishbulldog #dogsofinstagram @tidewateranimalclinic https://www.instagram.com/p/Cm_ob7guVQa/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

PART 32 OF 32 She has epilepsy really bad and she said that he would mess with her medication. She said that she would be asleep for days and not even wake up to go to the bathroom, because he tampered with her medication. She can't live alone, because her epilepsy is that bad. She said that once her disability was approved, that's when she told him to get out. She refused to let him take her money. I check on her every now and then. She didn't deserve any of what he did to her or her children. I hope by sharing my domestic violence survivor story, that it helps you somehow. There is hope at the end of the tunnel. You might have to walk through a sewer first, but there is hope. I know that it isn't always going to feel that way. If you are going through this and need someone safe to listen to you or help you, please reach out to me. I am your safe place. Contact me at [email protected] The national domestic violence hotline number is 1-800-799-7233. You can also text them at 88788. Their website is www.thehotline.org On this website you can find many resources that could benefit you and it's listed by state. Stay strong and know that you are not alone in this. #isurvived #igotout #dvawareness #sexualabuse #emotionalabuse #financialabuse #ptsdwarrior #shareyourstory #shareyourtruth #domesticviolenceawareness #domesticabuse #mentalabuse #emotionalabuse #complexptsd #domesticviolence #domesticabuseawareness #physicalabuse #childabuse #violenceagainstwomen #ilovedanarcissist #toxicrelationships #whywomendontleave #sociopath #narcabuse #whywomendontleave #narcissisticabuse (at Virginia) https://www.instagram.com/p/CkXfo7TOut7/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

PART 31 OF We haven't seen or heard from him since the night he left. He's in New York living with his parent's again. We know that because he applied for a job at a McDonald's in NY and they called the McDonald's down here for a reference. They didn't give him a good reference, because they thought he still worked in the one down here. He hasn't attempted to call Madeline Pearl, he hasn't sent her a letter, he's done nothing to foster a relationship with her. She never asked about him either after he left. She didn't even know about what he did to me. I never talked about it to her, because I didn't want her to hate him. She overheard my mom talking about it and only once she asked me did I talk about it with her. I'm still legally married to this abuser. I do know that he had a son with someone. I also know that the woman he had that child with has a permanent protective order against him for herself and her son. He tried to kill her with his bare hands, but she fought back. I think he's on parole for doing that to her. I know this because he was engaged to another woman after that and she reached out to me after she kicked him out. She saw the pictures of him that were taken after he tried to kill his son's mother and said they were bad. He has scars on his face from it she said. What his ex-fiance told me that he did to her was like hearing my story being told back to me. He abused her children, broke things in her house, spent the rent money on drugs, and tried to control her. #isurvived #igotout #dvawareness #sexualabuse #emotionalabuse #financialabuse #ptsdwarrior #shareyourstory #shareyourtruth #domesticviolenceawareness #domesticabuse #mentalabuse #emotionalabuse #complexptsd #domesticviolence #domesticabuseawareness #physicalabuse #childabuse #violenceagainstwomen #ilovedanarcissist #toxicrelationships #whywomendontleave #sociopath #narcabuse #whywomendontleave #narcissisticabuse (at Virginia) https://www.instagram.com/p/CkXfW8qO44D/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

PART 29 OF Anyway I agreed, but in October of 2011 I got tired of his parent's putting Madeline Pearl in nothing but a seat belt when she should've been in a carseat. I refused to hand her over and I brought her back home with me. His attorney tried calling the police on me, but it was useless since it was a civil matter. The next day he called me saying that he wanted me back. I never wanted anything to do with him, but I saw this as an opportunity to get my daughter back full-time. This same month my disability came through and I found a nice home for my family. The cards were back in my favor. I didn't need him to support my family. I was back in control. I let him move in with us and I had him withdraw his divorce complaint in Albemarle County. After living in Buckingham County for atleast 6 months I could file for divorce here, where I knew the people. Let it be known that I under no circumstances did I take him back, because I forgave him. He repulsed me and I did what I had to do for my daughter. Every single thing in my new home was bought by me and I wanted it that way. I'd be damned if I allowed him to have any power over me again. This man hadn't changed at all. He was still an addict, still a drunk, still abusive,  still a liar. One month after I took him back, he got fired from his job. He didn't get a job until more than two years later. #isurvived #igotout #dvawareness #sexualabuse #emotionalabuse #financialabuse #ptsdwarrior #shareyourstory #shareyourtruth #domesticviolenceawareness #domesticabuse #mentalabuse #emotionalabuse #complexptsd #domesticviolence #domesticabuseawareness #physicalabuse #childabuse #violenceagainstwomen #ilovedanarcissist #toxicrelationships #whywomendontleave #sociopath #narcabuse #whywomendontleave #narcissisticabuse (at Virginia) https://www.instagram.com/p/CkXeTNuuFVK/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=