#is this technically

When the yaoi so doomed it drags you out of hibernation

-🤖

NOW HEAR ME OUT

imagine that boy has been training his WHOLE LIFE

I’m talking athlete, military, recovery food the works

so obviously his in some sort of conditioned mindset that food is a limited source and only certain ones should be eaten

after all some shit might happen if he doesn’t follow the program

(it’s was super bad in Highschool too cause I think he was a fat kid and as a fat kid myself I know what kind of thoughts happen especially when your just getting into sports)

then here comes military with their scarce food resources and shit feeding program

THEN HERES THE FUCKING SERUM

Which makes him somewhat more open to actually eating but he still has his reservations

BUT IMAGINE

IMAGINEEEEE

One day he’s working out in the gym w yelena

obviously being the blonde twins they are they’re probably teasing around and making some playful jabs

Yelena asks if he put in some weight cause for once his shit eating grin isn’t the only thing that’s moving

and he pretends that it didn’t hit him under his skin

but it did

it really did

so here comes another episode where he either doesn’t eat or eats so little it’s a genuine crime to whoever is there to witness it

the others don’t really notice

then it hits them like a fright train one day when Alexei comments about it

And John just shrugs and says he doesn’t deserve it like it’s the most common knowledge in the world

like what

JOHN????