Dec 22, 2025
Smth that sucks about being a system is that we have a factive of our history teacher and we NEED him to source separate NOW.
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Smth that sucks about being a system is that we have a factive of our history teacher and we NEED him to source separate NOW.
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hhhhh being a factive of one of ur friends and using different pronouns than them is weird…
it’s even weirder when ur a factive of someone u barely know like. We’re factives of our classmates but because we&’re a social recluse we don’t know them well and it’s like. wat
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I’m a factive of a person we know irl, host and him aren’t really friends perse but they know each other. the host has a crush on my source and I have a crush on host? It isn’t a problem it’s just kinda funny bc like. My memories are obviously not real (at least yet) in this world because host and I were actually dating in my memories? There’s also like apparently 8 other fogtives/factives of me? It’s really interesting -🎀👑🎀
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irl factive culture is hating being in the same room as your source for no reason other than getting sort of jealous? Almost about your source being you to an extent and also just missing your (idk what to call it bc it’s irl so it’s not canon??) source life in general.
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I don’t know if the host likes having me around or not, and it’s really messing with me. I’m an introject of their partner, and like, I was created to make them feel more comfortable, to comfort them and provide a sense of safety. And I don’t think it’s working.
Our brain sorta did an oopsie I guess. I mean, it’s not like I don’t like existing as I am? I just feel a lot of pressure to change and be someone who I’m not, because our partner isn’t so comfortable with factives of them :\
I’d appreciate any help/advice but like, thanks anyhow because I really needed to get that off my chest.
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we're mainly three people who front at the moment, our host who simply talks so much and demands so much attention everyone eventually ends up in a convo with him, a fictive everyone seems to love and... me.
No one likes talking to me, no one gets excited when I front, no one let's me talk about my source, about my friends, about my past. About anything. Everyone seems to leave the moment I open my mouth. I get it I'm a factive, I get it I'm not famous, I get it I'm a german 30-something physics teacher. I get it, I'm simply... worse than everyone else. But if people could only at least pretend they don't hate me.
So I guess I'm just gonna talk about it here. I figured out how to navigate our school's website, there are photos of all the teachers, including me. It's a great comfort to know about that. Especially now that the body has finished school and we probably won't see any of them in person again. I found out the intern I liked talking to teaches the same subjects as I do. I found out they misspelled a friend's name on the website, it seems everyone forgets that one letter. Another friend is going to get married soon and she invited the students of her former advanced physics course, which includes the body! I found out that the other me is a father now... and the students seem to speak less badly of him recently.
I think that's all...
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I am a factive of the body's former physics teacher and we are only out to one of our irl friends as a system, she knows about me as well. But everyone else is being extremely weird in the attention we pay to me? And I think they think we have a thing... for me? Which is just really uncomfortable. It is very important to me to be a little on the look out for "the other me" but I cannot do so without getting questionable comments. It is also quite hard for me to just stand by and listen when students complain about me, but whenever I (or really anyone) try to justify something it all gets back to the "haha you have a thing for your teacher" debate.
Also I found out that apparently I am not actually friends with the person I thought I was friends with, which is very frustrating.
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typically i’m okay with the fact i am not my source anymore but it’s incredibly difficult right now. i should be happy, the body looks uncannily like my source (someone we know irl) and i have no reason to be sad but i’m not me anymore and i’ll never be me again and i can accept that. but i miss Taylor and Zach and i want my friends back but they aren’t my friends anymore they’re his and i hate it. i miss going to concerts and hanging out at the mall and being on call until 3am. i miss the way we clicked and it’s so lonely and i feel so stupid for being so upset over this and it’s just. i don’t know anymore, but i don’t like the way this is making me feel
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