#intuitive pac

Pile 1

I'm clearly hearing that the Deity/God you pray to has got your back. "Just put all your trust on me child, let me take care of it. Why are you worrying when I'm here" they know that you want abundance and it almost seems dream like compared to your current circumstances. Are you a Shiva devotee by any chance? Even if not, i get there is a Divine Masculine force backing you up. The dream could have a stark difference from reality that it seems impossible. I'm getting that most probably you're stuck in a 'barren' situation. You could feel like there nothing here for you or nothing better for you. Despite that you crave this happiness and fulfillment. If you are daydreaming too much this could be a problem- it's perfectly fine to wish for better times but dear, please don't torcher yourself with jumping between the dreamland and the current harsh circumstances in your life. This applies if you're also being two minded about things-it will get better, no it will not get better- back and forth. Your pain is teaching you to have a belief that your are protected and you will receive what you want but using escaping tendencies will bring you nothing but more pain that's unnecessary. It's teaching you that you need more faith be it in yourself or a higher power. Have faith that you deserve the fulfillment and aren't meant to be in this poverty forever. Give yourself a chance to fully believe that your future is very bright. Give yourself a chance to see that you have people and entities out there to help you-known or unknown.

𝓐𝓭𝓭𝓲𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷𝓪𝓵 𝓶𝓮𝓼𝓼𝓪𝓰𝓮: 𝓑𝓸𝓾𝓷𝓭𝓪𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓼- 𝓟𝓾𝓽 𝓪 𝓻𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓪𝓻𝓸𝓾𝓷𝓭 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻𝓼𝓮𝓵𝓯 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓮𝓷𝓮𝓻𝓰𝓲𝓮𝓼.

Keep yourself grounded so that you don't get lost from the divinely protected path. The current circumstances are put to keep you safe. Don't let the circumstances waver your belief inside, that everything is gonna be okay. You are divinely protected!

Pile 2

Your pain is telling you to let go of things that don't serve you anymore. When you know a habit is bringing you pain and discourse you could still be doing it- like a stuck record. You hate it but the familiarity is keeping you in the loop. Break the loop hun. You can lessen the pain and difficulties so much if you just do that breaking.

If any of you have childhood traumas- it's actually bringing attention that you have worked on it enough. Cause I'm getting people here have been working on your childhood traumas for quite some time. It's time to let it go. It's time to shed that identity, shed that skin. It's actually burdening you now, as you seem hyper fixed on it- all the things that requires to be worked on could have already been done. But of course since they are still bothering you somehow, this is your sign to let all the past go. No need to burden yourself with it anymore, don't worry about it.

𝓐𝓭𝓭𝓲𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷𝓪𝓵 𝓶𝓮𝓼𝓼𝓪𝓰𝓮: 𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓢𝓾𝓷-𝓡𝓲𝓼𝓮 𝓽𝓸 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓸𝓬𝓬𝓪𝓼𝓲𝓸𝓷. 𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓜𝓸𝓸𝓷- 𝓣𝓪𝓴𝓮 𝓽𝓲𝓶𝓮 𝓽𝓸 𝓻𝓮𝓯𝓵𝓮𝓬𝓽.

You have suffered enough in the dark. It's showtime, let yourself shine as the divinely directed light showers on you its benevolence.

Pile 3

You are not allowing yourself to be vulnerable, to just relax. You don't have to keep up a front, act like everything is under control- you don't have to take measures to make sure that everything is perfect.

This pile got the most cards and i see you could be justifying and creating these stories or reasons in your mind to justify why you can't relax. You don't have to work your ass off and worry your pretty little brain. Oops someone is getting angry here 😭 I meant your amazing little intelligent brain. Everyone needs rest, no matter how many amazing things you can do or want to do! Let things go, be vulnerable atleast to yourself. Don't be the person who's always making things happen. This is seriously creating blockages from your happiness. Your natural charms and passions are getting destroyed. Don't succumb to the thoughts that instigate worry in you. And don't believe the negative thoughts- i see they are sucking out the happiness, joy and hope for life away from you. It's alright to be a soft little kitten and just relax on your sofa like you have no worries in your life. Your unwillingness to be gentle with maybe yourself or your loved ones, to just relax, is the main issue(333 as i type this!) Stop worrying, your happiness is already here.

𝓐𝓭𝓭𝓲𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷𝓪𝓵 𝓶𝓮𝓼𝓼𝓪𝓰𝓮: 𝓟𝓱𝓪𝓼𝓮𝓼- 𝓢𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓮 𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓷 𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓷 𝔂𝓸𝓾'𝓻𝓮 𝓷𝓸𝓽 𝔀𝓱𝓸𝓵𝓮.

You are already doing well! Don't push yourself too much, take this time to behave accordingly-for you cannot always do specific action all the time. Take time for other things-like resting and self pampering.

pile one.

Hello pile one, for you I feel this strong sense of responsibility and duty towards your family or your job or studies and I can see you are a disciplined person or are used to taking care of things on your own. I know this should be about your partner but this is the vibe I'm getting from you right now. A lot of pressure for you for sure and you might be a romantic person that is too busy or too stressed to think of meeting people and stuff, you find social situations a little bit tedious too.

Your future partner might be somebody who is just as disciplined as you but they don't feel the overwhelming weight of disappointing people like you might feel. This is a person who takes care of their mental health as much as possible because they know that they won't be able to do a good job if they are stressed or tired, they are very responsible and might have been raised in a more laid-back household so they can allow themselves rest when is needed, or try to do the best for themselves mentally to be good at anything they have to be good at. Your future partner is someone who's charismatic but solitary, they try to present themselves as well put as they can because they like to show off and to look nice, this is someone who understands that looking good is an advantage. I see they're very ambitious and extremely individualistic, their sense of humor is very bizarre and they might do it on purpose to shock people or see what they'd do, this person is actually quite shy and doesn't like being surrounded with people for too long. When you two meet you'll probably won't like them, or feel a magnetic attraction to them that's almost inexplicable as you might think this person isn't your type, they will be attracted to you the second they see you. You two could be colleagues or friends or know each other but the relationship is never close until one day something just clicks. They will be fascinated by you and look up to you too, like they see a role model and a partner, they will feel very protective of you as well, you will feel very seen and appreciated by this person because they'll wanna listen to you and they rarely want to listen to people talk about themselves.

you or them might have these on their birtchart or synastry: Taurus Sun/Ascendant BIG Taurus energy so might be Taurus Stellium, 6th/7th house Synastry, Cancer Sun/Stellium, Water Moon, 11th house Stellium, Sun in 11th house, Aquarius Ascendant, Saturn-Venus Synastry, Venus in 10th house/11th house, Moon-Moon Synastry,

song:

pile two.

Hello pile two, for you I see you are an adventurous person, kind of always doing something, always thinking about a million things like your mind can't get any rest, you are very creative and love to talk about your creations. I know this should be about your partner but this is the vibe I'm getting from you right now. You really are restless in some way, hard time falling asleep and hard time focusing, if you feel something strongly you must do it, you also have a very good intuition and should work on it a little bit more, I feel like you've predicted things in your life people called you crazy for.

Your future partner is no fool, they're just like you. This is a person who is always plotting something and dealing with something, they're hard to get kind of people, is like they live in their own little world and are always looking for the next mental challenge. They probably were raised in a very controlling household or one that didn't approve of their ideas or condemned their kind of mentality, someone who has a difficult relationship with their family but keeps themselves occupied to not think of the hardships of their childhood, somebody who ran away or left their hometown, this is a person who's always been looking for more than what they've been taught and accepted the next challenge with open arms. This person is unusual in the sense they might like to wear baggy clothes or clothes that don't call much the attention, they don't take care of themselves as much aesthetically as they don't mind how they look to outside viewers but also it might be a statement to say "I don't care. I don't care about anything" when they do, they care about everything all the time and that's their ruin for them. They did NOT wanted a relationship when you two met, and might make you go through hard times or make you wait a lot until they confess their feelings, this person has a really hard time not rationalizing their emotions and you throw them off the edge. You are their soft spot, their weakness and they will find themselves, surprisingly, opening up to you like they never did with anybody, they might be just as intuitive as you and see something in you but it's harder for them to understand, you are a very special person and they see something very special in you.

you or them might have these on their birtchart or synastry: Virgo sun/Ascendant, 9th Stellium, Sagittarius Moon/Venus, Gemini Stellium/Ascendant, Venus-Uranus Synastry, Venus in 9th/3rd, Scorpio Sun/Ascendant, Water Ascendant, 11th Synastry, Big Air Stellium

song:

pile three

Hello pile three, for you I see a very explosive or impulsive personality, somebody who's not bending over anyone and who is very talkative, you have a child's heart and are a delight to be around, very extroverted for sure. I know this should be about your partner but this is the vibe I'm getting from you right now. You are unapologetic and know how to have fun, most of all you are a person that always tries to see the positive side of things and won't let bad things ruin your day or night for anything, is hard for you to fall asleep as is hard to wake up. You are also very loyal and compromise yourself to everything you seem worth of it.

Your future partner is someone more reserved and less impulsive, but that doesn't mean they're boring. This person is extremely attractive (hehe) and has a temper for sure, they are just more secretive about their movements and decide their next steps carefully. This is a person that doesn't take themselves as seriously as people think but likes to put in a show for people and likes to be seen as intimidating, they like being a more private person as they'd probably been raised or grew up in a household where their family was untrustworthy, could never take anything seriously or were very dramatic and self-centered. This person is very self-aware and also authoritative, they probably are the boss on their job or everybody trusts them to do things right. They like to wear winter clothes and dark colors, they give me Levi Ackerman vibes for some reason, somebody really intimidating but deep down doesn't give a damn. When you two meet this person is not immediately attracted to you or aren't even thinking of relationships, it's very probable you meet them when they're going through a breakup or a love disappoinment of some sort that makes them not want to engage with you, but you will like them almost immediately and try to get them no matter what. It'll work! Your perseverance and your obvious sexual attraction will make them fold for you sooner than later. I'm going to be honest, this feels like a friends with benefits kind of situation that progresses into a relationship, they will feel intrigued not for the sexual connection but the way you move and present yourself that makes them want to know you more which is not usual since they don't tend to go out of their way to meet people, they will be very impressed and feel like they never met someone like you and will become obsessed with your natural coolness and even the way you dress makes them like you even more. This person will adore you, they are very intense and can be kind of possessive of you as well, if you're into that kind of stuff.

you or them might have these on their birtchart or synastry: Aries Sun/Venus, Scorpio Venus, 8th Synastry, Leo Stellium, Pluto-Venus Synastry, Capricorn Sun/Ascendant, Sun/Venus in 10th house, Earth Mars, Mars-Venus Synastry, Libra Ascendant, 5th Synastry,

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pile four

Hello pile four, for you I see someone who's imagination makes them shy away from the world, a very sensitive and sensorial person and you are almost always sleep deprived for some reason you are definitely a night owl. I know this should be about your partner but this is the vibe I'm getting from you right now. You're a person who is used to bend and to give in, you don't like conflict and hate when people fight, your childhood could've been full of arguments and fights so that's why, now that you're older, you tend to give in even when you don't want to, you try to keep yourself busy to not think of sad things but you might be a pessimist at heart. You can be a person that sees themselves as "broken".

Your future partner is just as imaginative as you, but they express it wholeheartedly, they are free and have an almost childish mind, this person lives their truth every day and they hardly try to hide their personality, they might seem careless and immature but are very contemplative people and search for the answer of things always, they love to know and to read and to listen and to educate themselves. Somebody who likes to do well in everything and tries hard to prove themselves to people, this person might've grown up in a chaotic or closed off household that didn't always value knowledge but who's right and who isn't. They can get repetitive or very passionate about a topic, this person is very eccentric and loves to show off how much shit they know but not because they think they're better than someone but to make conversation and gain more knowledge from other people's perspective, they are pure at heart just like you are and can be dramatic or aloof but never mean and never to you. When you two meet the first one to fall will probably be you as you will love the way their mind works and how passionately they speak of their beliefs, you will feel immediately inspired by them but immediately feel left down, assuming they will never like you back. This person will be very shy in front of you all of a sudden and turn into a mess when you're around because they don't do romantic feelings very well, to be honest, your future partner will also feel like they aren't liked romantically by anyone because people might have told them they're weird or not good enough to be a partner, so they will too shy away. This relationship will not start immediately and might take a long time to develop until the both of you realize the other's feelings, and from then you'll try to go slowly but this relationship will feel so exciting it'd be difficult not to be happy about the future. This person will make your opinions valid and make you feel like you matter to someone unlike previous relationships, it will be a very cute and happy relationship for both of you, they will treat you like the most precious thing they know.

you or them might have these on their birtchart or synastry: Pisces Sun/Venus, Libra Stellium, 2th house Synastry, Aquarius Venus, Virgo Venus/Ascendant, Capricorn Stellium, Jupiter-Venus Synastry, Big Earth energy

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Pile 1

Cards: page of pentacles, the high priestess rx, the 2 of swords rx, 6 of pentacles in rx, 6 of swords in rx, 9 of wands rx, page of wands

Back of the deck: Ace of wands

Random: 1010, plague mask, captains hat, the brothers sun // charles sun, (the netflix show with michelle yeoh[so good]), a guy sleeping, 

Songs:

invisible war - sitti

arthur’s theme (best that you can do) - christopher cross

Hallu pile oneee!!

I have no idea if i’ve just been watching too much netflix, but what first came into my mind was bruce sun from brothers sun. It’s a TV show on netflix. He’s always a reminder to stay soft and use your words. A strong message of don’t let the world harden you just because you are hurt. Don’t hurt others just because they hurt you. Stay soft, but stand your ground. Don’t lose yourself because of other things that are outside your control and influence. Clear things that don’t make you, you. The main message really is don’t lose yourself despite the circumstances you are in. Despite all the hurt, the expectations of others, the opinions of others or whatever you’ve been through, don’t lose yourself. Don’t forget who you are and what you’re capable of. 

Overall, nurture yourself and your inner fire. Let it burn. Nurture the fire within you. The fire that makes you, you. Not the fire that others have lit for you. What makes you passionate about the things you like doing? What do you like doping? What makes you happy? Start over again if you have to. It’s never too late for second chances.  Find that spark again and let it flourish. Don’t compare where you are to where others are. You are exactly where you are meant to be, even if it means starting all over again. You are never too young or too old to start doing that thing you want.

To do this, set strong foundations for yourself. Be committed and continuously put small efforts that lead towards your success. A small step is bigger than no step at all. And even if you can’t see what’s ahead of you, follow your heart, follow your intuition. Listen to yourself and not your ego of what should be and what could be. Listen to what you want. Don’t doubt yourself.Let go of anything that is really holding you back, like what i’ve mentioned. You have to let go of the expectations of others, the hurt, the opinions of others. And though it is valid, everything you’ve been through is valid, you have to let go. You have to move forward and look to the future.  And despite the challenges you might encounter, stay committed. Do the best that you can do with what you have. Rest, but never give up. Don’t beat yourself up too much, don’t put too much pressure on yourself. Just have fun with it. It’s a very privileged saying however, life is too short to take it too seriously. I guess realistically just have a balance of fun and seriousness. Also, ask for help if you are having a hard time. You don’t have to go through things alone. Just continue to stand your ground. Don’t be swayed by others, let yourself flourish. Stand in your power. Guard your passions. And find small things to fall in love with this passion as you go along your way. And fall deeply in love with it. Romanticize it. Because in the end, you’ll find yourself. As an undying fan of percy jackson books and series, “hold fast. Brave the storm.”

Thanks for being here! I hope this helps you and I wish you all the best <3 💫

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Pile 2

Cards: the empress, queen of swords, 3 of swords, 8 of wands, 9 of pentacles rx

The back of the deck: the wheel

Random: Walking away with a peace sign, trust, saddle, 222, I keep yawning and I feel heavy, daydreaming, sledding,1515

Song: I couldn’t stick with one, nothing really stuck i think it’s because nothing feels right or worthwhile. Maybe what is needed is silence for a bit to come back to yourself. 

Helloo pile 2! Whats upp?

I think overall, have you been pushing yourselves too hard :’) Please if you have to rest and get some sleep. You’re probably wondering when you’ll stop being tired (?) but, you’ve never even caught a breath yet to reflect on everything that has happened to far. You haven’t really felt your emotions in a long time. I feel like you got to listen to what you’re feeling especially if it’s fatigue. It’s time to take it a little bit slower. You’ve been going to fast, and maybe feel like you have to go really fast. I feel like I’m just lying on my bed ready to sleep. I think you should too. Even my brain isn’t working too well right now. I feel really tired as well. 

Overall, you need to trust a little. There’s a lot of doubt and the feeling of needing to explain yourself, but no need. Just do things because you want to. Especially if you need to take a break. Just sleep for a while. I feel like you’ve done all you could, now its time to leave it up to fate or the universe or any higher power you believe in. Let it go. Trust the process. You don’t have to be in control of every little detail. If it doesn’t work out, it doesn’t work out because maybe there’s something better for you out there. Give some time for yourself, don’t be too hyper focused on one single thing. There are other things in your life that matter as well. And you matter as well. Take good care of yourself. Nurture yourself. If you’ve been through disappointments recently because you feel like you haven’t done enough,let me tell you, you have done enough. You have done more than you know. Now it's time to trust that despite all these disappointments, you’re being guided to where you are meant to be. 

Funny enough, I don't feel like I have to say a lot for this pile, but I keep thinking I have to write more for this pile. But, I really don’t feel like I have to write anything anymore. I feel like it’s all enough. I think this is what you may be thinking too, like you haven’t done enough. But i’m here to tell you, you did, and you don’t have to be overworking yourself too much just because of comparisons you make of yourself against others. The message is kind of similar to pile one if i’m being honest here, this time it’s don’t let your comparisons stop you from resting or from thinking you aren’t good enough. Because you’ve already given so much. Too much even. Maybe it’s for faster results or what not, but you’re getting burnt out and you need to rest. Take a break. It’s hard to enjoy anything when you’re tired or stressed. Take things slow and one at a time. Just chill and slow down for a sec. Nurture yourself again. Watch comfort shows or films. Listen to music that brings you back. It will get better. You’ll regain your strength once again, just give yourself some time. rest , but never give up. 

Thanks for being here! I hope this helps you and I wish you all the best <3 💫

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Pile 3

Cards: 3 of cups rx, 9 of wands, 10 of pentacles rx, queen of pentacles, 6 of pentacles, 4 of swords, temperance, page of pentacles, 9 of cups

Back of the deck: page of swords

Random: banana, a guy holding his head and about to tear out his hair in frustration, dolphins, anchor, exercise, a girl with a hat peeking out the side of a boat breathing in the fresh air, surfing

Song:

So Slow - Freestyle

Hello Pile Threeee!!

Let’s go!! this is my pile for real. You guys are so hyper, yet so chill. HAHA the duality. Anyways, to start reading with the energy, I'm sorry this is very unhinged and TMI HAHA, but my lower abdomen hurts so Idk if you guys are constipated (cos I know I am) or it’s something with your root chakra. The root chakra is blocked when you fear change or just in the constant fight or flight mode. So, I suggest you try clearing this. Though, I'm gonna be honest with you, I'm not very sure what the step by step process is like. But, in my not so expert opinion, I would try doing shadow work. Also grounding exercises for your root chakra. But I think it’s best if you guys also do some research on it. 

Overall, The main theme here is to explore. To get curious. Try new things, be open to new things.  Aaand,  I just wanted to say this cos you guys are my favorite kind of people, I hope you continue to be unapologetically yourself. If you have a question, don’t be shy to ask it. If you want to compliment someone, go ahead and do it, I'm pretty sure it’ll make their day. Anyways, what I'm saying is be a little more open to new things that come your way. Explore it in moments and really take it in, like let it all sink in for a bit. Relish it. Stop and smell the flowers for a while. I’m also really getting it to slow down. And ground yourself. I know you guys are hyper (and i love it ngl), but there still needs to be order. There might be so many things swirling in your mind that you’ve lost track and you already feel so confused on what to say and what to do because it’s all over the place. Take things one thing at a time. ground yourself, get to know your thoughts and feelings and be more open with these things that enter your mind. Take it slow. You don’t have to rush. No one is chasing you. You can just chill for a while. Take it a day at a time. Also, take some time out to feel your feelings and notice your thoughts. Explore them some more one step at a time. Take some time to get to know these. Even though my cards were a bit chatty, a lot of them flew out. I needed to tell it only a little cos I'll get confused if it was too much. 

In line with being open to new things, I’m guessing you also need to remove the things you don’t need in your life to let these new things into your life. You need to remove it even though you’re afraid. But if it isn’t making you happy anymore or if it’s an item and you aren’t using it, it’s best to let it go my friend. I hope you guys clear the things you don’t need, so the universe can bring you the things you need, and maybe so that you can explore more and get curious about the world, and step out a little bit. 

Thanks for being here! I hope this helps you and I wish you all the best <3 💫

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Pile 4

Cards: 5 of wands, 10 of wands, 5 of swords, the fool, 6 of wands, king of wands, 10 of pentacles in rx, page of swords rx, 8 of swords rx, ace of pentacles

Back of the deck: page of wands

Random: a girl in a maxi skirt standing alone in a deserted place. You probably keep telling yourself to focus. 

Hello pile fourr :>>

You guys feel like you’re stuck or stagnant at the moment. Like maybe you have nowhere to go, but you feel like there’s a lot you can do. Maybe before, you were very high achieving. Very ambitious. You did everything and anything you could to achieve something. But your eyes have grown tired. Nothing is giving you the same fulfillment and satisfaction anymore. You feel like you’ve lost all passion for things and are just working on a routine over and over again, and you’re bored. You tried the things that made you fulfilled before, but no bueno. It’s not the same anymore. And there’s no need to feel guilty that you feel like you aren’t doing as much as you would have liked as to. There’s no need to feel guilty if you aren’t chasing the same passions as you once did. 

There’s definitely a lot of things that the cards wanted to say if I'm being honest with you. But, It’s too much hehe i’m gonna get confused for real. But the main thing right now is to start fresh. Try new things. Start from scratch. Start from 0 again, and commit to it even if it becomes hard. Only change or switch it up when you can see it isn’t working out or is just bringing you down even more. Just keep trying new things. This pile is similar to pile 3, but more stuck, not knowing what to do. Cos for pile 3, they’re literally gogogogo, and scattered (in a good and bad way) So, keep trying new things and find the one that sticks because out of the many things you can do here, you can’t run out. Don’t stay still, keep moving. If you’re in a desert and can’t see where else to go, of course you have to keep on walking until you find the right place to stay. And you probably won’t get it on the first try,even if I know you really want to speed things up and hurry it up and keep moving forward, you got to try to stick with one first. You got to explore your passions and new things related to it, even if it may seem hard and what not. I know you’re doing what you can right now, and it’s very admirable, and I hope you just keep exploring, and don’t let failures or the need to rush get in the way or keep you stuck in place because you’re the only one doing that to yourself. You won’t be able to get yourself unstuck unless you take action, and pull yourself to try something, and keep on trying even if it doesn’t work, and rest once in a while when you’re tired. And you’re already focused enough btw. If you keep thinking to yourself, “focus”. You are, you just need to explore a bit outside of that “focus”.

I also wanted to say you are not worthless or anything if you feel like the things that give you passion once don’t stick as well. Maybe you just need a break. Try something else, explore new things that make you happy. You don’t have to revolve around one thing all the time. And If you’re worried that you’re losing that passion you loved so much, you're not, you just need some time for the fire to rekindle again. And sometimes that comes in the form of exploring new things.

Thanks for being here! I hope this helps you and I wish you all the best <3 💫

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Pile 1

I feel you might be strong soldiers' pile. You are someone pretty straightforward and determined in whatever you do. I sense a lot of fire and earth energy here, but mostly fire: you may have fire in your chart or embody the characteristic of the corresponding signs. You take pride in your successes (and for a reason, I’d say!). You don’t let others and life take you down too easily. You know when and how to fight. You are also very smart and choose your battles wisely. You stand up for yourself and those you care about. You like to solve problems and are up for any new challenge that may come up into your life: you know you can win them all, or at least learn a new lesson. I can picture you working with a lot of concentration, putting all your effort to reach your goal, and I see you making it too. I see a lot of red and dark tones in your image. I see you wearing glasses (it may or not resonate with all, it could just be a symbol for the word "focus" or smth) and carrying a book or some papers in your hands. You may be a student or have a job or work/study/planning to get a job or willing to open your own business. I also see a dark suit, so many of you might work (or want to work) in finance, advocacy or similar fields.

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Pile 2

I sense a cute, smiling and playful group of souls here. I sense some air and water energy among you, but you don’t have to have a lot of them in your chart. You might only embody these characteristics within you. You are a funny ball of sunshine, always up for taking spontaneous trips somewhere with your friends, or just go to a concert or a movie night. You also love your friends/loved ones deeply and like to be near them and cheer them up. You actually love to make your friends laugh especially when they are down. They know they can count on you for whatever need they may have. I feel your smile is contagious. You also like to be in the spotlight, and don’t mind playing the fool in parties or during your nights out. I see you hanging around in your room, walls filled with posters and photos, with a lollipop in your mouth, jumping, dancing and singing along to your fav songs. You energy is so welcoming and plenty of light that fills up every little dark space around you; that’s one of the reasons why people loves to have you around: you make them feel better just by being there. Yellow and white clear light + beige/warm/earthy pastels tones are very strong in your image.

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Pile 3

PILE 1 - SNAPDRAGON BOUQUET

Never have I ever known a love so precious that I'd sell my whole world just to keep you next to me.

I am not appeal to you the way I might appear to be right now but trust me. I am getting there.

I will forever remember the way I touched your curly hair.

It is who who gave me a reason to wake up every morning.

I love to wake up with the smell of the food you cook for me.

Never will I think about them again. (I think this is some sort of an ex they are talking about)

Woah This pile was really beautiful. I think your fs could be a person who is quite young. They might be starting their career or still studying. They are definitely the type to think about long term relationships. The whole message that I channeled was pretty domestic. They could be a person who gets unmotivated very soon. At this point in their life, I think they are using you as their motivation to get through everyday. Some of them could have just gotten out of a relationship so they might be still stuck on to their past person. They are working on their career and studies right now.

PILE 2 - PLUMERIA BOUQUET

Will I ever meet you? I don't think you exist at all.

I am just a small person staring into the skies in search of you.

Were you ever there? Even if you did would be mine?

Don't think that I would never not love you. (this message was channeled exactly like this)

My life is dark without you, my moon.

Love is forever but are you?

Good things are coming is something that people tell me but when is that?

A very sad energy from this pile for some reason. My laptop went into battery saver while writing for this pile and my screen is dark right now. I think your fs is very melancholy right now. For some reason they can't find motivation to do anything. They are even questioning you existence. I think there is a bit of divine timing involved in this relationship that might cause them to be a little impatient. They might be stressed right now due to some other things and could be overthinking. They might be going through some issues with their family right now which might be causing them to think about moving away to start at a new place.

PILE 3 - CARNATION BOUQUET

You are the Light of my life. Did I ever tell you that?

My internet is 4G but my heart is 4U (This pile is giggly and flirty lol)

You know that I like you don't you ^smirks^

Hey, did I tell you how my smile is because of you?

Do you ever think that how much you could love a person that without them you just can't imagine your life?

Why don't you look at me when I am looking at you? Are you that shy to meet my eyes? ;)

Gimme me a kith

Honestly this pile, though. I can't stop smiling while writing this one. You've got one flirty mf here (pardon my language but I had to let it out) I think this is an Introvert meets Extrovert pile. Your fs is really confident and charismatic. Might be the player kind. I see them being very contented in their life right now. They are going through a really happy time in their life where everything is working out for them. They might be someone who sees the world through rose colored glasses. Artistic type. Very flirty energy coming through. They might be actually be open and are probably looking forward to some kind of dating experience.

PILE 4 - ORCHIDS BOUQUET

Hey beautiful. Wait I said it to you already? Nevermind I'll say it again.

You have beautiful feet (Istg this is not what I expected asdfgnhmj btw I don't get it in any 18+ way but I think this person just genuinely likes your feet. Halp TT)

Where are you goingggg? Don't leave me.

You are so cute that I'll put in my bag and take you everywhere and still keep you safe.

Did you say that the view was beautiful? You are more beautiful in my eyes.

Never will I ever find a sight much prettier and gorgeous than you smiling at me.

Love the way your eyes lit up when you see me.

PILE 1

I clearly see that you are not nurturing yourself, your feminine side especially. You do not let things flow to yourself and out, you could somehow be disrespecting your own emotional and nurturing side because of it. You refuse to see things as they are and could possibly delude yourself that you are doing a good job of handling your emotions well, when in fact you are operating from a place of unevolved masculine values(all people have both energies). Intuition blocked and so is the creativity, the divine energy that moves within all those who create. You might possibly even withdraw without proper confrontation of situations, stuffing it all back down. Withdrawal symptoms. It could come out as being emotionally manipulative. You have become a shell of superficiality and inside-there's nothing for your soul to sustain. You are holding on, making it seem it's all good outside but inside.... Your soul is screaming for freedom, to be wild and free.

Embody- THE PHEONIX, THE WOLF.

These cards call you out to embrace the changing and unstable times. But not turn into something you are not, Overcome them to create your own unique identity, the one that will make you the fantastic YOU, the you that just pulses with feminine nurturing energy. Focus of being you, not fitting in the aesthetics of this fake world of social media. If you are someone who focuses on being socially accepted and in keeping up appearances, don't.

The real you shines so much better and they are a force to be reckoned with, they cannot ever be ignored. They respect the differences they bring to the world and flaunt it with power and beauty. Don't try to fit in, instead go where you are drawn to naturally. Let your feminine side breath!!!! You should try self-pampering body massages, some sun maybe that vitamin D(*wink wink*) and saunas.

PILE 2

(Warning- Sensitive topics below)

I see you have this tunnel vision when it comes to your emotions and love, that you are not seeing the other important details. You could have been abused at some point because of you being this understanding, emotionally nurturing, always showing up for other people energy.

You could love to love. Love to fall in love. You could be having this tendency to get obsessed about love, getting swept up in the feeling of love or having this false definition of it too.

I see you are failing to see the dark side of the Human Psyche. And you are rejecting it from yourself too, accept your shadow and let it serve you, not the other way around. Your shadow part always shows where you have been disrespected.

Darling, it's time you stop this and start investing in yourself. No love comes before self-love and it will never ever be as satisfying as self-love, I promise. Give the love to yourself, it's gonna be so worth it. Hold yourself like you'd hold an abandoned puppy or kitten- with love and care. That’s what I'm seeing now. Nurture yourself. Hold your emotions as the precious thing they are, don't drown in them. Don't let it prevent you from seeing the bigger perspective, the analytical side of it. And I say this with love, for God's sake don't give out your love to everyone or anyone. Stop giving too much out to people before yourself. At the same time, don't let the shadows engulf you.

You could also indulge in your emotions more than necessary when it's not the right time to indulge in it, you could think that pain is all you are made for- kind of like a spiralling down. It could make you wallow in them over and over. Instead of letting your pain swallow you, use it to see what exactly is needing attention. We don't give enough attention on the problem to prevent it from happening again sometimes. So no, don't get all closed up because of pain now.

I understand that we all crave love and acceptance but you are not loving yourself, you are disrespecting yourself by giving away yourself to people who don't see your value, who don't see what you offer.

You could also abandon love completely and hyperfixate on your freedom at times- hyper independence. You could focus too much into your work in attempts to abandon your emotions, to not see the shadow aspects of a situation and to even protect yourself against these harsh truth of reality too. Choose connections that are nurturing vice-versa and not only by one side. Choose yourself first. And always. Be kind to people just not overly giving than necessary.

Most importantly don't give up on love and don't give up on your own softness, your ability to enjoy life. Make sure you are not drowning in emotions cause of your romanticization of things. Don't turn your back to love, don't turn your back from facing the shadow.

Embody- THE PEACOCK.

You are beautiful, elegant and royal. Assert yourself, no matter what others say even if it seems too much for them to handle you. Like the peacock, show up in your celestial glory. Show up with your colourful feathers. If they get intimated it's not your problem. The peacock dances right before it rains, similarly let the nature guide you and let yourself be attuned to the nature. People could try to belittle you by pointing out your shortcomings but you are much more than the things that happened before. And even the shortcomings they notice in you is actually there to protect you from people like them. They are not your people.

I actually read something after I fully finished interpreting the readings but i had to add this in, "Even though the peacock feathers look beautiful to the perceivers, for the peacock it's just hair". You could very well be not noticing your own magic.

Enjoy and rejoice the encounters the universe is bringing you now, no matter brief or prolonged. You could also move around, dance and do rain gazing to channel this IT GIRL moment/energy more. Water is very healing for you.

PILE 3

(Warning- Sensitive topics below)

You could be someone who gives out responsibilities to others and in worst cases, you assign your own responsibilities to other people. Some people here could also abandon their responsibilities and focus only on things that give you happiness. While it is a good habit, you could do that at expense of others. Or you simply could be avoiding your responsibilities and putting in work.

You wish to indulge in things that bring you happiness and comfort only. You want to be this all knowing, knowledged authority figure. On the outside it seems like you are doing this for the best, but it's your ego wanting attention and praise. You might also have a habit of making yourself seem 'wishing the best to all' to justify things you have done for your own benefit. You could use your resources to fulfill your wishes and addictions. Honestly, you seem to be addicted to things that are not serving for your highest in long run.

You could also have this false belief that everything will turn out to your favour even if situations seems to demand your attention to change for the better. Yeah you seem to take advantage of people's compassion and empathy to take advantage of them to get what you want. Simple as that. Tone down your ego and hold yourself responsible.

Anyhow you are letting superficial pleasures have a vice over you. You are falling back into toxic patterns. Excess indulgence in guilty pleasures that is turning you into getting addicted to them. You could be again thinking everything's gonna be fine and you are better than other people but, it seems they are empty assurances that are simply not true.

Embody- TARANTULA.

You are called to give more attention to what you consume, what you think and make conscious decisions on everything in your life. And don't try to play with people's feelings. So you really think the things you did were for the best? Or were those a result of your own needs. See if you can get your needs though alternate methods that don't involve the shady business. Don't try to make things seem more dramatic than they are too. Re-think your purpose and aim in life. Your toxic coping mechanisms and habits will come to bite you back soon if you don't start taking steps to change them.

PILE 4, PILE 5, PILE 6

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