Continued from here // @sxpernaturclâ
All of a sudden everything just sort of stopped with Xuxi. He stopped seeing, calling and texting Soosoo. At first he thought he was just busy. Their jobs could be very draining, so he didnât push so much. He did find it weird he didnât want to chill with him like they usually did, but Soosoo didnât push. After the first week of silence, he started to think he drove him away or he simply got bored of Soosoo. That just caused him to feel lonely. And though he vowed to himself never to cry over anyone, he broke it. Tonight he laid in his bed with a bottle of alcohol and his phone, tears streaming down his eyes. He needed to know what caused the silence.
A few minutes after he texted him, his phone dinged. His eyes widen, not expecting him to text back. It almost caused a smile to his face, if he wasnât so afraid of what that message said. Opening it up, his face dropped. âThereâs no need.â His eyebrows furrowed at that. No need? That meant he didnât care about him, he simply found something better. Alcohol mixed with Soosooâs anger didnât mix well and often led to mistakes. He pressed the call button, the call going straight to voicemail. âNo need?! Did you ever think of at least saying goodbye? You know I cared so much about you. But fuck me, right? Just a useless fucking whore. Whatever I donât even care anymore. Goodbye.â He soon hung up the phone and threw it across the room.






