#inside special

guys I think bo burnham just sent me plans for his future project thru my dream!?

it's so unexplainable, I have not watched or thought or seen bo burnham for a good year or smt apart from my annual watch of inside in june

i woke up 2 mins ago after watching a dream where I was trying to show my mom Inside and I was really excited because I love it sm and I wanted her to see what ana amazing artist he was, we start it on netflix and somehow we start watching a 20 minute additional clip that wasn't part of the actual special

there are two people, very close w bo and they are all friends and we see them having a good time and then the pandemic news hits and the cracks start forming and after like a month or smt official lockdown is declared and bo has to go inside (and start the real special)

but then somehow I also knew that the next time bo would release smt it would like based on those people or something adjacent

The caption says:

"I can't believe it

It's been a decade since you've been gone

Mama, I miss you

I miss sitting with you in the front yard

Still figuring out how to keep living without you

It's got a little better, but it's still hard

Mama, I got a job I love and my own apartment

Mama, I got a boyfriend, and I'm crazy about him

Your little girl actually did really fucking bad, I have multiple undiagnosed mental illnesses and never got over you and dads deaths please help me

Dear god.

If you struggle with depression (or as I call it, undiagnosed ‘The Big Sad’), feelings of derealization, or thoughts of self harm, maybe… hold off on watching it? Or consider scheduling some self care for the days following it? Make some plans you can’t cancel on to spend time with people you care about and can physically/emotionally be present with. Plan a day outside in nature. Find something to ground you. If you’re going to go on this ship, make sure you have an anchor ready to keep you tethered. Be more prepared than I was.