#innerworlds

Ｔｈｅ Ｆｉｒｓｔ Ｐｌａｃｅ

𝑶𝒊𝒍 𝒐𝒏 𝒄𝒂𝒏𝒗𝒂𝒔

𝒃𝒚 𝑨𝒖𝒅𝒓𝒆𝒚 𝑫𝒐𝒚𝒍𝒆

𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒈𝒓𝒂𝒎 : 𝒂𝒖𝒅𝒓𝒆𝒚.𝒂𝒆𝒎𝒃𝒆𝒓

In complex dissociative disorders, headspaces/innerworlds are often defense mechanics a young child comes up with to feel safe. But, for you, it might just be somewhere to hang out with your headmates! Both are normal experiences, and should be appreciated!

Shoutout to:

Funny headspace moments, like inside jokes and such

Violence of some sort, whether "cartoonish" violence or real violence (we have experience with this, shoot us an ask if you're in a similar situation or need advice)

Sad moments, like headmates going dormant

Happy moments, such as getting to hug your loved ones

Anything else I missed!

Headspaces can be full of whimsy, joy, grief, and every emotion in between. Take some time today to appreciate yours, too, if you have one!

Stay safe!

Helloooo and thank for the ask.

I've asked myself that question more than once. It's a scary implication: being alone in this big empty universe. But once I understood shifting a lil' better, it became a lot less scary.

Here's something to chew on:

You’re not inventing people. You’re meeting versions of them.

Scripting doesn't make your world fake. Scripting is just tuning you to a version that fits you better. Everyone around you still has thoughts of their own. They still dread going to work tomorrow, they still watch rereuns of Friends for the 500th time even tho it sucks. People will stay people.

I suppose loneliness would only show up if you assume it to be that way. Much in the same way that a depressed non-shifter will accidentally manifest less friends. But I don't think that's what you're doing.

If anything, shifting will bring you closer to others in a way that is more purposeful.

And the fact you're wrestling with this tells me your mind is quite sharp. You're seeing the bigger picture here. That's good. Put that energy towards attracting the things you want—not the things you don't.

I hope I was able to reassure you of some things.

In sum: You are not alone. Don't be afraid of your power.

Sguardi animi

Due frammenti d’anima, due istanti sospesi.

Nel primo, uno sguardo allo specchio svela la fatica di nascondere ciò che riaffiora.

Nel secondo, il gesto di dare diventa peso, e il nutrimento si tinge di sacrificio.

Sono volti che non parlano, ma raccontano tutto: il silenzio di chi tiene dentro,

They are not always voluntary constructs, nor is it easy to "change" what happens within innerworld. Someone with a stronger imagination may find it easy visualize such large scale places, but they can appear randomly and in reference to alters and trauma.

They are not an exercise because not every system consciously makes it. They just happen to exist in order to house parts that don't front or need to step back from front.

They are often very real to the brain due to the nature of systems. If alters look a certain way in innerworld or have memories related to innerworld, then innerworlds are as real as that aspect of systems.