#innerpain

Scroll through your pictures  How many of your smiles are true? Your figure is in every picture,  But is that figure truly you?

There is a voice inside you… that never disappeared.

It only became quieter… each time you chose silence over truth.

Not because you wanted to lie— but because speaking came with a cost.

So you learned to hold back. To filter your thoughts. To swallow your reality before it could make others uncomfortable.

And slowly… your silence became your identity.

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Look closely…

It’s not just your mouth that is being covered—

It is your expression. Your honesty. Your existence.

The things you should have said. The moments you should have stood firm. The truth you kept editing just to be accepted.

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But here is what no one told you:

Every time you silence yourself… you teach the world that your voice does not matter.

And after a while… even you start to believe it.

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This is your awakening:

Your voice was never the problem. Your truth was never too much.

You were just surrounded by people who were not ready to hear it.

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So now ask yourself—

How much of you have you hidden just to be tolerated?

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It wasn’t anger.

It wasn’t sadness.

It was something more primitive.

Like everything inside twisting at once.

I didn’t want to think — I just had to let it out.

Yes!! As my title says its “better late than never” beacuse I have started writing on this site from today but was writing much elsewhere everyday.

So thought of sharing my first post which i wrote probably at the start of lockdown. Do read with all patience.

Believe in Yourself!!

Tough Right??

Challenging??

We have to do it!!

Life is not a told story to anyone, it's a journey we need to explore, experience and exist. We can't decide what's next for us. But we can surely plan for the next always. Now, when we know all these are unplanned and unexpected don't question if it happens, because you can't change what is to happen. As it's said, "People come into your life for 2 reasons either to teach you or to learn from you" and every person has their own role to play in the movie of our lives as we are also a role to their lives too. Thus, inevitably the fact remains the same, it is we who are going to plan what is to be done next. Never blame anyone for anything that happens to you because it is not the other person's always, we are also equally part of whatever happens in our lives. Good or bad, happy or sad, anything that happens to us is wholly because of what we planned it's all because of all our actions it's all because intentionally or unintentionally we created this for us. And at the end after all these we blame others, it's very easy to Blame but just sit back and think what went wrong, how it went wrong, don't think you alone are facing these situations without knowing what's happening around with the other person. If you have chosen a person to be a part of your life, if not on that person, believe in yourself at least that will make your life easier. Believe that you can never be wrong. Believe that you are perfect and that person will have no other option better than you. Believe that if the person is choosing someone above you he is losing the most important jewel. Believe that you need no one to be happy. Believe that you alone are enough to rule. Believe that you are Strong. Believe that you are perfect. Believe that you are you and will never change whatever happens. Just Believe.

Believe in Yourself. 

Since at last you will be facing the world Alone.

~With Love, Care and Concern

“Why haven’t you written?”

“What am I to write?”

“What I’ve given you and what you’ve locked inside; and so now, why?”

“Because I’m afraid...”

“What are you afraid of?”

“What will happen when I let them all flow?”

“My design and your freedom...”

“Freedom? Design?”

“Your heart is engulfed in pain and turmoil from what you’ve locked inside. There are others who have hurt just like you; they can help carry your burden. You need to let it all go. The weight of that mountain will crush you if you go at it alone.”

“But it hurts too bad to open those wounds again...”

“They’ll never truly heal if you don’t.”

“The pain is too much for me right now, maybe later...”

“There may not be a later...”

“What do you mean and what is your design?”

“I have a great plan for you; a destiny to fulfill.”

“A What?”

“Destiny...”

“Who me? I am nothing... I own and deserve nothing. Who am I who is still here when ‘they’ aren’t anymore?”

“You will always carry ‘their’ story with you.”

“Why couldn’t ‘they’ be here too though?”

“The ‘world’ has its own timeline and each person and creature in it is tied to that timeline. Things are set in motion which must occur according to the decisions of your brothers and sisters. You are all equally responsible for one another... A time is coming in which all things will change but it is not that time.”

“Father?”

“Yes?”

“Will it ever stop hurting?”

“One day... And Son?”

“Yes?”

“When you’re ready, I have a plan for you. And you know what?”

“What?”

“You’re going to help a lot of people before you’re done...”

“Really?”

“Yes, you just need to let go and write.”

“Thanks Dad, one day but I’m not ready yet.”