Mar 8, 2017
She could make a good FC, though.Â
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She could make a good FC, though.Â
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Yung feeling na...
... no matter how hard you try it will never be enough.
... you seek for comfort pero you don't want to beg for it. What's worse is you are expecting someone to give it to you, but to no avail, it's just impossible. In the end, it's always you and you alone.
... you feel so restless and parang everything's for naught?
... sinasabi mo ayaw mo na pero in reality gusto mo pa din pero natatakot ka lang sa mga maaaring mangyari if ipagpatuloy mo.
... kunyari ok lang and masaya ka pero ang totoo hindi. Nasasaktan ka kasi it made you feel useless and disposable. Madaling palitan, maaaring itapon pagkatapos gamitin.
... naguguluhan at inaantok ka na.
Some of the few things bothering me for the past few weeks. :O ;) Pero at the end of the day, go lang ng go! :) I'd rather try than stay idle and stagnant; stuck in what seems to be an endless void of mediocrity and uselessness.Â
Good luck with the monsters,
The ones in your head,
I hope you scare them so badly
They hide under your bed
...between perfectionism and exhaustion....I'm feeling pretty conflicted right now...................................................................................................................................................................................maybe I'll just continue procrastinating and calling it conflict.
Never satisfied.
it's never enough. no matter what i do with my life, i always want MORE. and i don't know if that's selfishness, greediness, or a craving to just do well and live life. i'm always looking for change and i'm always moving quickly because i become easily tired of something that i know for too long. i'm too impulsive, but i also like that i always go for what i want and will go to great lengths to make it happen. but at what costs, i wonder? i don't think things through because of that sometimes. which puts me back to being selfish. i suppose i could try to better myself. to calm and just breathe. relax. enjoy the slow parts of life. and then continue to explore this world while i still can. i also hope that someday, something will be good enough for me to settle down for.Â
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Where do I even begin?
This week has been exactly what I've been needing and anticipating since long before winter break began, but I'm no less confused about anything. Â I've come to a conclusion on how I feel about a few situations and I'm in a good place, it's just everyone else's actions and feelings that I haven't gotten any closer to discovering.
The best situation is wait things out, but "waiting things out" is a couple months and as impatient as I am, I don't know if I can leave my mind alone with all of this for that long of time.