#infertile

PT: Ay'lonit Hamah Flag /end PT

ID: a flag with five horizontal stripes, the middle one being very thin. Their colors are, from top to bottom, dark orange, orange, orangish white, brown and dark brown. In the center is a symbol ressembling a circle with six spikes. /end ID

Ay'lonit hamah: a mullerian person which (usually during puberty) doesn't develop estrogenized traits, who develops androgenized traits, who has no/underdeveloped or dysfunctional internal reproductive organs or is infertile.

Note that this is just my *personal* attempt to define ay'lonit hamah, this definition isn't carved in stone. Even though adam and hamah are mostly used along with saris, as described by gendertreyf, it isn't meant to be exclusive to saris.

This term is of a physical nature: they depend upon your physicality, and serve a legal purpose in Judaism. However, anyone Jew can use these terms, regardless of their spiritual practice.

Made mixing the flags by desactivated Tumblr user bigfootrights (link), and the ones made by Tumblr user gendertreyf (link), adding on top the intersex Jewish symbol made by desactivated Tumblr user sproutflags (link).

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「 ✦ Whispers of heartbreak 2!✦ 」

Part 2

Part 1 part 3

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Gojo has ignored you for the past week, and has only payed attention to Rebecca

When you walk into your bedroom you get jump scared by seeing a woman lying in your and gojo’s master bedroom, the woman in question, Rebecca, was just reading a book.

"Rebecca??? Why are you in my bedroom???" You said perplexed voice.

"Oh, Y/N?, why are you here, in **my** bedroom?" she stammered out in a gasp

“What…what do you mean you’re bedroom?, this is mine and gojo’s bedroo-" you were in the middle of speaking but you get interrupted by gojo opening the bathroom door, looking like he just went out the shower

"Y/N? Oh, I probably forgot to tell you, this is mine and Rebecca’s room now" he said in a calm manner as her lays down and cups Rebecca’s waist

"What….No, this is my room…?” You said on the verge of tears, but you fidget with your nails behind your back

"No Y/N, not anymore, you can have the guest room" he said as he passionately kisses Rebecca’s cheek

That’s your breaking point, everything shatters but have you keep in because you’ve never been important to anyone. "Oh..ok, hope you guys are comfortable" you say while forcing a smile and leaving the room, as soon as you leave the room you sprint to the guest bedroom.

As soon as you arrive to the guest room you fall into the floor and you crumble completly, you clutch your heart through your shirt and sob, tears freely stream down your face, you think about how this wouldn’t have happened if you hadn’t been infertile.

You take a razer blade out of your pocket, and then you start cutting, your delicate skin on your thighs and arms cut up and bleeding, the only thought going through your head is "who is gonna comfort me when blood is dripping down my arms and thighs". You end up falling asleep cuddling yourself and rubbing your own back, while clutching a test.

…..part 3?

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Infertile (V x Reader fluff)

The day you came back from the doctor's office was a dark one indeed, for you had been officially pronounced infertile. You didn't really pay attention to what the doctor said so you didn't know why, all because the moment that word had left his lips, you lost all awareness of the world around you.

Infertility meant no children of your own, crushing your hopes and dreams of becoming a loving mother to a bunch of mini-V's someday. You just felt so disappointed and sad. What would you do with your life now?

"Chin up, Wanderer," V suddenly said, poking you in the side. "There's no need to be discouraged. Just because you cannot birth children yourself does not mean we cannot find another way to start a family."

"Well....would you really want that?" You mumbled, sadly.

"Of course," V replied. We will start a family someday, how we do so does not matter, unless you have something against that."

"No, I don't," You hastily assured him. "I'm just worried...will I be a good mom to kids that aren't really my own?"

"Of course you will," V responded. "You are already proving how good of a mother you are by thinking that way."

"Really?"

"Really. Now, do not trouble yourself with such worries. You are stressed. Come on, why don't you lie down?"

"Will you lie down with me?" You inquired hopefully.

"Absolutely," V chuckled, guiding you over to your bedroom and pulling back the covers for you. You gratefully slid into bed and closed your eyes, waiting for your lover to join you. You felt the comforting warmth of skinny arms around your shoulders, and relaxed.