#ineedabf

Ok, so I saw one of the people I follow on tumblr say this too, but god DANG bro I want a bf so so bad, like I don’t want some stupid high school fling, I want to fall in love like they do in all of my favorite fantasy novels, I want to be able to care for a person and love a person like bruh…😭🌺🫶

You’re so single you peer pressure others into dating.

You know those conversations you have with your FWB. The ones you gotta have but at the same time dread...  Where the two of you set down the line in your ‘relationship’. It’s good and bad. You finally clear the cloudiness, the uncertainty of whatever your ‘thing’ is. At the same time, you’re sad that the ‘thing’ you two have is just that, a ‘thing’, nothing else. There’s no potential in having a relationship with that person; it is what it is, nothing less, nothing more. In a way, it’s good to have that one person to get out all your sexual tension meanwhile being uncommitted to them.  They have no right to tell you what to do, know where you’re going, who you’re hanging out with, who else you’re hooking up with... Simultaneously, it sucks balls deep cause at some point in your FWB relationship, you fall for them. Hard. You’ve already set your ground rules, just friends with sexual benefits, no more than that. They have that intention and going in, both parties know it’s just a phase, once it expires, it’s over. It’s not like that movies where the two people in the relationship eventually discover they’re madly in love with each other. It’s not that easy. It’s not that simple. But it totally SUCKS.

I need someone I can be myself around and express myself to him