#inconsistency

I thought it went to like... idk the garage!? They've literally have walked out this door to go somewhere INSIDE the shell.

This is the same episode (Komodo Dragon) and that door is right next to the same fridge, and it has HALLWAYS in it!!! Omg. I'm losing it. This is hilarious. I love that every door just goes where ever it need to go to get the job done! It's like... a magic house! But a turtle ship that flies! Honestly, I couldn't care less about it being accurate, but it's just so funny to think that the Tortuga is like Howl's Castle (the front door) and the TARDIS in Doctor Who. I was thinking of making my own little map/layout of the ship just for fun, but this is just funnier. The gang have created a ship that changes where doors go (does this mean the Tortuga is alive?). HC: The Tortuga is a living creature made of metal and houses these little eccentric creatures that constantly go on adventures and get in trouble and they don't seem to realize that she helps them by moving what doors go to! (Now I'm thinking of that song by Imogen Heap called "Neglected Space"). The Tortuga protects the crew and like, shifts things around to help them out. Like, Jimmy's sleeping in his chair and while on autopilot the winds pick up and she tilts a bit so that the turbulence doesn't knock him off the chair.

I love listening to music but I also wanted to start listening to podcasts. I have to go to work everyday, and I prefer to drive myself to work and back.

I know that if I make myself listen to podcasts both drives, the habit will last not more than 3 days.

But if I make myself listen to a podcast on the way to work; and listen to my favourite music on the way back home to de-stress and relax; now that’s a healthy compromise. And it works for the long term.

The same goes with social media. I deleted all social media from my phone. I don’t have Facebook, Instagram, or even tumblr on my phone. The YouTube account that I keep on my phone has been very consciously kept; I only allow the algorithm to show me educational stuff like podcasts, history videos, news, psychology, stuff like that. Absolutely no entertainment. I keep all my social media (and my “fun” YouTube account which is basically Korean mukbangs and all sorts of useless beauty hauls that I honestly love to watch) on another device - my iPad, which I use for work. I check out what’s happening on tumblr or YouTube or Pinterest when it’s my lunch break or a coffee break. That’s another healthy compromise that works for me.

Going cold turkey with anything - stopping something addictive like smoking or drinking or suddenly starting a plethora of new habits- doesn’t work. You’ve restricted your mind and body so much that you keep remember the good old days where you drank like a whale and sat on the couch watching rubbish and you glamorise, romanticise and reminisce those times. Now you’re in that dangerous red zone where you know that if you see that bottle or the packet of chips, your body is going to reach for it before your mind can intervene.

i am still alive

i have also realized i am the worst person to count on

and i am regretting adopting children