I noticed you said your good canāt outweigh your bad.. I just i want to ask, as a someone who feels theyāve done way more bad than good in their life.. what does that mean for me? Iām a believer in Christ and I talk to God daily.. mostly begging for forgiveness and praising how wonderful he is.. I just question this? Can I do so much bad that it wonāt matter if I believe Jesus as my savior?
When I made that statement it was in reply to an anon who believed themselves to be a good person and have earned their way to heaven. My point and intention in stating that our good cannot outweigh our bad was more to explain and help the anon understand that we cannot earn heaven no matter how hard we try. That our good actions donāt cancel out our bad ones. And that our sinful actions have earned us hell and the wrath of God because this is the penalty God gives for sin. For breaking His commands and laws. Just as when a criminal breaks the law of the land their good actions in life donāt cancel out the fact that they committed and are guilty of a crime and must pay the penalty whatever it be according to the law. We canāt earn heaven because we are sinners and have earned death and hell by our sins thatās why Jesus had to come and live perfectly in order to earn heaven for us. We get into heaven because God gave the penalty we earned to Jesus and gave us the reward He earned which is heaven when we place our faith in Him. God basically swapped our lives and looked at Jesus on the cross as if He lived our sinful life and when we stand before Him in judgement it wonāt be on the basis of our own life (however good or bad our life is) that we are declared innocent and good and able to enter heaven, it will be on the basis of Christās perfect substitutional life death and resurrection imputed to us. My main point is that we need to transfer our faith and trust and effort from trying to earn our way to heaven by our own life because we canāt as we have earned hell as sinners and rather we transfer our faith and trust to the saving finished work of God to be sufficient enough to earn heaven for us. It is on the basis of Jesusās life death and resurrection that those who have faith in Him get to go to heaven, it is based on His life we go to heaven not our own.
As for your question. You say you believe your bad outweighs your good. I absolutely agree. Scripture is clear that there is no one good. Not even one. That only God is good. And that even our good works are as filthy rags. All of us are dead in sin apart from the saving work of Christ in our lives. Even our good works simply are not good enough for us to earn heaven with. And they donāt cancel out the sins we have committed in the past and unfortunately will commit in the future. But thank God for His grace and mercy to us through the gospel. Thank God that He saw our predicament and hopeless state. That He saw that we have earned death and hell and He didnāt leave us to ourselves to meet our hopeless fate of death and hell that we have earned.
But instead He sent Jesus on our behalf to live the perfect life we were called to live but failed to do so. If we have faith in Jesus, Jesusās perfect life has been credited to us. On judgement day, God will judge you based on Jesusās perfect life as if you literally lived Jesusās exact perfect life. That is how anyone gets to heaven. Not because of their own life because their own life deserves hell. Jesus went to the cross and bore Godās wreath as your substitute. God judged Jesus on the cross as if He has lived your sinful life. So you no longer have to fear facing a penalty because your sinful life has already been punished for on the cross with Christ. And you can look forward to heaven because Jesusās perfect life has been credited/imputed to you. God looked at Jesus as if He lived your sinful life so He can look at you who have faith in Him as if you lived His perfect life. He swapped you and Jesusās life.
You ask if you can do so much bad that it wonāt matter if you believe Jesus as your savior. If you as a lifestyle do bad/sin continually as a style of life and lack an attitude of repentance and you love to sin and enjoy sin and donāt hate sin and donāt constantly crucify your sin nature daily, confess your sins when they occur, and donāt see your sins as sins, then I would say you arenāt saved because someone who is saved and justified according to the Bible is born again and regenerated and given a new nature that desires holiness and to obey God and the Bible. The Bible says you will know them (believers) by their fruit. By their style of life. Yes, faith without works is a dead faith and it would mean that you donāt have a true faith in God to begin with if your style of life isnāt characterized by obedience and then confession, repentance and hatred of sin when you do fall and stray off the path. However, If you are a true believer and truly belong to Jesus, and your faith is true no you canāt do too much bad that your faith wonāt matter because we all were dead in sin and are inherently sinful. Because It isnāt on the basis of our own life that we are saved and justified. It is on the basis of Jesusās life, death, and resurrection that we are saved which is absolutely sufficient to save you and keep you. Jesusās death is sufficient for all your sins, past present and future no matter how many there are or how big they are taking the penalty for all of them and His perfect life is absolutely sufficient to reconcile you to God and grant you the ability to enter heaven.
And also you need to remember that it isnāt even your faith and the strength of your faith that saved you and justified you before God. It is the object of your faith that saved you: the saving work of Jesus in His life death and resurrection. Your faith is that you trust and believe that this has earned you heaven and reconciliation with your Creator and you rest from trying and failing to earn this reconciliation yourself because we never could because of sin. Jesus had to earn it for us. He saved us. And you must have faith that He saves you and you donāt save yourself. Your life doesnāt save you. Your life condemns you. His life saves you.
This was a very important question and a very important thing to understand so I hope this clears things up for you.