2nd day without you part two
So I called you and you were with her. That said a lot to me I am finally releasing you because I mean nothing to you. I see that now and I'm just sooo upset to have not seen it before. All the times I physically saw the truth and kept on telling myself that I'm good when in reality I wasn't but this time I willllll not fucking cry and I'm going to grow the fuck up. You don't deserve me and I don't deserve to beat myself up thinking what if so instead I'm going to think what next . And I'm moving the fuck on not into a relationship because fuck that shit but this time it will be about me !!!!!!! Me me me me me only me and I'm gonna make this money and I'm going to be happy if it's the last time I do. I'm going to have hobbies and enjoy my life because I'm not even 20 and I'm already miserable time to woman the fuck up I have soooo many years ahead this is just the beginning but I willlllll not be sad no fucking more fuck that shit
