#im leaving

First of all, let me start off by saying that I truly love and appreciate each and every one of you. The support you've given me over the past year has been incredible. We have such an amazing community here and I'm grateful for that each and every day <3

But I can't do this anymore.

I write because I love to write, and it's becoming less of a hobby and more of a stress. I'm always worried that I'm not getting your requests out quick enough or that what I'm writing (imo) is awful. You all have such amazing ideas, and I'm not able to pump out fic after fic really quickly.

Plus I'm pretty sure recently I'm getting shadowbanned.

Mental health is something I've always struggled with, something I've struggled really badly with and I think it's important that we talk about it, because I know I'm not alone in dealing with poor mental health. However posting everyday, pushing through my feelings to try and write is getting increasingly difficult. Having the motivation to eat/drink is hard let alone write fics and proofread them.

Will I come back? Possibly. Maybe in a few weeks/months I may come back. This isn't a decision I've made lightly, and I'm sat here crying about the fact that if I leave, when I come back will anyone still care or am I going to lose this amazing support you've so graciously given me.

I'll still be on tumblr and reading all your fics and supporting you guys, I just don't think I can keep doing what I'm doing right now. I hope you all understand and forgive me.

This isn't really a good bye, it's a see you later <3

~ Pink 💕