#ilyashane

bratty fledgling vampire shane, lots of body horror, lots of gore. kicking off gross hollanov week the right way 🙂‍↕️

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fucked up and evil: ranges from dubcon to gunplay to stalking to noncon!

(HR) PWoP: cnc included, but otherwise quick, easy reads with little to no over-arching plot!

(HR) Long Form: plot heavy, at least 6 chapters or more usually.

(HR) fluff: quick, easy reads! usually very little smut.

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ON-GOING FICS: (watch out for updates!)

I Hope You Like Scary Movies, You're in One: (6/9). Scream/Ghostface AU. Ilya becomes obsessed with hockey player Shane, "tests" his strength and will to live by trying to murder him. See tags.

I'm Your Biggest Fan: (2/6). Stalker Shane loves hockey, so much so that he kidnaps his favorite player. But how did he get that way? (Hint: a one wish willow is involved).

I Bite at the Hand that Feeds Me: (1/3). Vampire Ilya finds Shane on the brink of death and turns him to save his life, and now has to deal with a bratty, hungry fledgling vampire. remember that scene in which Rosalie Cullen gets back at her tormentors by ripping them to shreds? Yeah. I love body horror and gore.

Connecting to Server...: (1/3). Shane jerks off with randoms on Omegle but it backfires when one random happens to recognize him... See tags. Ilya is...not kind.

aw he fuckin the weed man (for weed): (3/5). Weed man Ilya thinks Shane is too adorable to pay for weed. Just straight up smut tbh...very little plot. I use this as a palate cleanser for my darker fics so updates are very scattered.

Daddy Chill: (2/3). Broke ass weed stank ass UPS driver Ilya and single DILF Shane. Need I say more? Very little plot, but a tooth-rotting ending in store. Again, a palate cleanser.

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UP-COMING:

Into the Unknown: (19-20). Veliky Rozgorod is a dying nation. The land is barren and has been for the last decade, all flora and fauna having died with the kingdom's queen. Hollandale is flourishing, a diverse nation of love and passion and rolling hills of plush green. But a nation is only as strong as it's king, and a king cannot take power alone.

Princes Ilya and Shane enter an arranged marriage to join the power of their kingdoms, but Ilya's motives - while not his own - are questionable. Plot heavy, some smut, slow-burn, love triangle...

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Like Hayden brings up nervously one day ‘hey i noticed that Ilya calls you “my shane” almost every time he talks to/about you and that with him ordering your food and drinks… seems kind of possessive and strange.. And shane so hard just thinking about it he’s lightheaded just glares daggers and growls “don’t speak about my Ilya that way.” and Hayden never brings it up again.

cause hear me out --

it's the first conversation they've had since russia, right?

ilya has spent months living with his father's words in his head -- he's supposed to be the kind of captain that overcomes injured players and a team not 'clicking.' he's supposed to stop looking for someone else to blame. he's supposed to stop squandering the promise of who he was when he was younger.

so ilya has channeled all of that shame and rage and hurt into becoming the kind of captain who only needs one thing. the one who scores ten goals over six playoff games. the one who needs to win.

and he does.

and he has lived with his father's words in his head for months --

how are you not ashamed? i'm ashamed, father.

-- and he has isolated himself for all this time. he's pushed shane away. he's become the player his father insisted he should be. he's won the cup, but it's maybe cost him the faith he had in himself and the faith he hopesbelieveswishes shane might have had in him.

and then --

like it's simple.

like it's a possibility shane's considered and believes in as easy as breathing, shane asks, "and if you win?"