#ikonbi

Since WIN and Mix&Match, B.I has been juggling with multiple roles as the team leader, choreographer and composer. Because of this, I admire his passion for music, his leadership and his work ethic. iKON's cohesion and ability to shine is a product of B.I's guidance and ultimately, his sacrifice.

For just a moment, I want to shed light on the burdens and hardships that he had to endure alone as a leader. At the end of the day, B.I is just a human being like all of us and no matter how hard we strive for perfection, no one is perfect. In such highly stressful and suffocating times, one would desperately just want some sort of escape. An outlet. A break from the thoughts and demands of the world.

Although our leader is flawed, he still strived to become the best leader that he could be. Entering the entertainment industry at such a young age, he sacrificed his youth to strive for his passion. Whether this meant countless late nights composing songs for his team; revising rehearsals over and over again until every member has perfected their choreography; or speaking for the whole team during interviews and music award shows. B.I's strong ambition for iKON to succeed and his meticulous nature in itself makes him so admirable as a leader and team member.

Don't forget that this is the man who made history by creating Love Scenario, the revolution of a children's national anthem. This was the same man that wrote and composed I'm OK, Killing Me, Climax and numerous other sentimental songs. He painted emotions and the inner human condition with his lyrics and melody. These songs move, inspire and connect with many people in the youth community.

As someone who has been there and supported them since the early beginning of iKON, it's going to be hard. For now, I'm going to embrace the last memories I have of them as 7 members.

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► Contains : Smuts involve

You still remember how your first time was being taken by Hanbin. It was during senior year in college days. Thinking back, you don't feel regret giving it to Hanbin, in fact you felt both of you got even closer with each other after that time.

It was one of the class test, a test which is similar to the final end of year test that will determine which university you are eligible for. Basically if you fail this test, you could roughly have a guess the result you will be getting in end of the year.

You still remember vividly in your head that after the releasing of the results, you received a text from Hanbin;

Hanbin : How is your result? I.... failed....

You : I passed... Don't worry dear! We have still time and if you are willing to work hard, you will definitely pass!

Hanbin : I... I am feeling really depressed now, could you come to my house? I really need your comfort right now. I'm sorry i head home first, i.. i just can't stay in school.

You: It's okay, I understand. I will go to your house right now, don't think too much and just wait for me.

You quickly rush to his house afraid that he will do something stupid. After ringing the doorbell, the door opens and Hanbin was looking so depressed at that time. He walk over to the couch expressionless. That atmosphere makes you really scared and worried too. You closes the door and put down your school bag. You walk in front of Hanbin whose head is hanging down, looking to the ground and pull his head to your breasts. He hugged you back, seconds later, he started crying.

Feeling really guilty and sorry that you can't do anything about it, you just hug him tightly by pushing his head closer to your breasts since you are standing up and he is sitting down, your tears started to flow down too. After minutes, he stopped crying and you push him away and sat on his lap. He looked at you, feeling embarrassed. You smile and gently wipe his tears for him. Hanbin did not say anything but smile back at you, he put his hand on your waist and slowly pull you in for a kiss. You didn't thought much, you thought that he kiss you so suddenly it's because he was embarrassed of crying in front of you, hence you kiss back.

Suddenly, he stood up. First reaction since you are sitting on his lap was to cross your legs on his waist and put your hand over his neck so you won't fall. He walked towards his own bedroom, lock the door and put you down gently on his bed. You was so flustered at that time. He suddenly bent down to you with both of his hand holding himself on his bed, and asked, "___ are you ready?" Not sure of yourself that time, perhaps it was because of guilty, sympathy or even love. You actually said nodded your head. Without much thinking, he kisses you. You kiss back too and it was full of sweetness.

His hand slowly move towards your shirt, he unbutton your school uniform top and squeeze your breasts before removing your bra. Feeling aroused, you moan into the kiss. Hanbin pull of the kiss and smirk after hearing the moan, he then remove the bra and take a look at your breasts, Feeling shy as it is your first time, in fact it was both of your first time, you shyly avoided eye contact with Hanbin. Before taking off your panties, he removed his shirt too. The sight in front of you makes you feel even hotter. You totally love it that you hope to even take a picture of it. The thoughts break when Hanbin hand was slowly moving down. He take off your panties and school skirt and line himself before you without fingering you first.

Probably it is the first time, both of you did not know much hence he did it without fingering but just wanting himself inside of you.

He then say, "Urmm.. let me know if it hurts okay?"

You shyly nodded but actually you feel really nervous as of how will it feel.

Suddenly, you feel something very big trying to force itself in, it feels really painful that you actually almost cried. When fully inside of you, Hanbin did not dare to move but asked you, "Is it okay? Does it hurt a lot?"

You replied, "N...No... Please continue."

After assuring, Hanbin started moving at a really slow speed. It was really painful but after a few times, you started to get used to the pain and starting to feel the pleasure. After that, both of you can start to feel the pleasure, the rooms totally filled with both of your moans. Hanbin really enjoys it and he bent down to kiss you while maintaining his speed. Suddenly, he pulls off from the kiss and speed up. The feeling was really great yet painful at the same time, but you love it till it reaches your climax and Hanbin pull out and you see him cumming in front of you where all his cum and sperm was splash onto your stomach.

"____, We didn't prepare condom so i think not cumming inside you is the best. Did i do it right?"

You knew you met the right person that he knows how to control himself and you nodded with relief.

Hanbin went to the washroom to clean himself and also brings in tissue to wipe the cum on your stomach. Both of you then dress up and the first thing you asked was, "Why... did you do this so suddenly?" Feeling curious as it happen too sudden.

"Just because. I just feel that i really love you a lot." He said while cleaning himself in the washroom.

Didn't really understand him but you knew that you enjoyed this too. You then get up and went to the washroom and back hug him. You lay your head on his back and said, "Don't be upset about your results. Let's work hard together starting from now. I can give you tutor if you need. Let's go to university together"

Hanbin smile and turn around and hug you back tightly. He then pull off the hug and said, "Thank you so much for supporting me and giving me your precious first time. I really love you."

Hi! May I have a private Selca ship for B.A.P, iKON, Red Velvet, and Twice? Thank you!

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Thank you for your request! I’m sorry about the wait!!

For B.A.P I ship you with: Jongup

For iKON I ship you with: B.I

For Red Velvet I ship you with: Joy

For Twice I ship you with: Chaeyoung