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[00:07] Me and my young lady were an immortal vampire and a human with limited time to live.

Living together in such a brief time…

There was a loneliness and miserableness to it that human couples never felt.

I’d be forced to carry it with me forever.

I really believed such a love wouldn’t suit her at all.

So I tried to push us apart with my own hands.

“Your fate doesn’t involve a love that will make you cry.”

“I want your love to be a truly joyous one.”

Those are things I said to her in the past.

But she didn’t seem to care at all and faced our feelings head on for the both of us.

In the end, I found myself trying to create a future in which we could live together.

I know I’m a hypocrite.

But there are some loves you can’t explain away with logic.

It looks like that’s the kind of love that got me.

Our differences will never be erased.

[01:26] I don’t even know if we’re allowed to be in love.

But…

I can’t let go of this love built on contradiction.

So, I made a promise to myself.

One I never told her.

For the rest of this unending time I am doomed to spend…

…I will never love anyone but you.

Even if you disappear from before my very eyes one day…

…I will live the rest of my life holding your shadow in my heart.

I’ll live with nothing but this love in our heart.

To protect this love, taboo and dyed with inconsistency, I’ll bribe God with…

…my own being.

But I have just one wish.

They say God likes to bring the most physically and spiritually beautiful people to Heaven much faster than others.

But…

I don’t want him to do that.

[02:43] I’m praying that this young lady can live the longest life possible.

I wished I could tell you, my most beloved.

I think of this love as fated, even if it makes you cry.

You won’t be happy unless you’re with me, you know?

Until that time comes, I’ll live beside my most beloved young lady.

I’ll treasure every second.