I'm sorry I am rarely active again but I had ups and down lately.
Still, I'd like to talk about a topic dear to me as 25th November is also the International Day for the Elimination of Violence against Women; spending the whole day working in projects and posts with my colleagues apparently wasn't enough to satisfy my need of spreading information and valid support.
As a member of an online community for years, I have been caught in several unpleasant conversations. Being online means you're highly exposed to cyberbullism and harassment, as apparently talking through a screen make people safer to show rudeness and make other uncomfortable. Which means that if you post a selfie and you're woman, you're judged - they call you bitch, they call you hot in any gross way possible and flirt in a way that doesn't feel okay. At all. And just because you're woman, apparently you deserve this kind of treatment, you deserve to be under the lights of harassment for people's sake.
Everyone knows what happens when you try to defend yourself, often you're just alone against the sharks because people at too scared or proned to blend within social constructions to point at what is absolutely wrong.
A behavior that means to stop.
If you're woman and you post a selfie, you don't deserve to be called a bitch or receive a gross 'compliment'.
If you're woman and you post a selfie, people must treat you with respect because you're a person like one another.
If you show indifference, this vicious cycle won't ever stop.
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What’s your all-time favorite ship? Many ships have taken my heart for years, so I can’t list just one but at least two ships that followed me through these years of writing and drawing: LawLight (one of the first yaoi ships of my teens day) and Shizaya.
How many works do you have on AO3? 19! Some of them are collabs tho.
What’s your total AO3 word count? 100,367 words.
What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
1. Some Night (fun fact it’s the first fic I wrote back in the DN fandom LOL)
2. When your stitch comes loose (this one was so funny to write)
3. The Golden Hour (still wonder why people like this fic because... I don’t really like it?)
4. Welcome Home - What’s in a name? (hello No.6 feels)
5. Natural (I swear I’ll finish this collections of fics someday lol)
Do you reply to comments, why or why not? Always! I love blabbering in comments with other people also uhuh.
What’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending? It’s one of the ficlet for the Natural’s collection: Overwhelmed. Enjoy it 🌸
What’s the fic you’ve written with the happiest ending? I won’t lie, I write mostly open ending - the most of them can be considered happy ending. Probably the (most unexpected tbh) happiest ending is in Twin Skeleton’s.
Do you write crossovers? Nope, I’m not that much into crossover.
Have you ever received hate on a fic? I don’t think so? I received just some weird comments about ships, but I didn’t count them as hate reviews.
Do you write smut? If so, what kind? Don’t we write fics to see our ships having sex? Just kidding (lol yeah sure), I do write smut and I am able to write from vanilla to extreme sex scenes... But I mostly stitch to vanilla because my brain can’t PWP fics, so generally smut is just a detail happening in the plot LOL But really, I’d like to write a fic with more smut... I have a WIP, maybe I can try to play with it just for the sake of good smut, who know LMAO
Have you ever had a fic stolen? People usually like to steal my drawings </3
Have you ever had a fic translated? Yup! I got one of my Death Note fics translated in Chinese 🌸
Have you ever co-written a fic before? Yes, when I wrote for the italian fandom in a forum I used to co-write with some friends of mine. Actually I just did some collabs where I joined as illustrator and I’m a roleplayer so that kinda count as co-writing I guess XD? Anyway both experiences are awesome 🌺
What’s a WIP that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will? I have WIPS of old fanfictions I wrote in my native language (Italian), that I don’t think I will ever finish. They were written a lot of years ago and I am not used to write in Italian anymore, so it’s really hard to write them right now.
What are your writing strengths? I don’t know, maybe introspection? I’d like people to tell me what’s it because I dunno, really--
What are your writing weaknesses? Funny dialogs. I have a weird sense of humor so I really struggle with something that should sound decently funny XD
What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic? I don’t mind as I add myself quotes in German, French or Italian sometimes. I do it just when I see it fits so I don’t mind if others do the same!
What was the first fandom you wrote for? Beyblade in 2008 :°)
What’s your favorite fic you’ve written? I don’t think my fics are that great, but one that I really really like is Twin Skeleton’s. I love adding supernatural material to a plot and mixing the canon verses in a sort of AU and I think in this fic you can see exactly what I like to write and read mostly. I would have loved to write more of it and the universe around it, but right now it’s perfect this way. Plus the title comes from one of my fav songs from FOB <3
I tag @kiranatrix @reaperlight @main-exam and whoever wanna do this!
For the meme, top 5 Death Note characters and why!
I’m sorry for the late reply, you know I had a hell of months but here ich back 💪 Characters aren’t really in order of preferences tho, but here we go:
1. L Lawliet
Rather predictable, he was my favorite character since I watched Death Note for the very first time.
What fascinated me back then (aka 2008) was the fact L character broke the canon detective type I’ve seen in movies and series for a long while. In a typical crime story, the detective is the good dude chasing after the evil criminal and bringing back order -swaying indeed the flag of justice. Following the reasoning of several characters, especially some in the Kira Task Force, L is Justice while Kira is the evil criminal. Apparently -but, in my brutal and honest opinion, I don’t believe L is the emblem of justice. He is represented as that but Death Note is also a story that talks about justice and shows how justice, a misleading concept created by imperfection itself (humanity), is a tool to justify your actions. Because let’s face it, L used his power and all his means to confine and torture two young people just to prove his suspects were true, he wouldn’t mind using people to achieve his goal aka catch Kira. He represents justice because he’s the three world's greatest detective because he solves the most difficult cases but haha this is his main hobby, his reason to live and he doesn’t exactly empathize with other characters. There are some panels where he shows feelings, I think he truly respects some agents of the Kira Task Force and didn’t want anyone to die, but at the same time the most of his actions weren’t righteous at all. At least this is my opinion but this is also why I love this character; last but not least, his quirkiness is unique and funny and another fact that tickled my interest is what is shown of his personality... I like to believe that his truer personality is what we see in the Yotsuba Arc, but I also think he is rather good at adjusting his personality to the task. I would see it coming from a person really able to lie and doing it with no regret.
2. Light Yagami
To be rather honest, I relate to this character for a variety of reasons and this is probably why it breaks my heart to see his decline in the second arc. I’ve read tons of mangas and watched tons of anime in my life, but he keeps being the best protagonist of a shonen manga in my opinion.
Might it be a controversial opinion or not, I don’t think Light is an evil character -especially he’s not a sociopath or a psychopath. Death Note’s plot marks perfectly how much the use of a simple tool like the notebook itself corrupts the soul no matter how good their intentions are; it’s a magic object, but most importantly it’s a tool that lets you kill someone by not effectively showing you’re committing murder. I think the human mind is affected in a different way if murder means washing your hands with blood, visually doing it, instead of simply writing down a name on a notebook and waiting for that person to die of a heart attack. This means I guess Light wouldn’t go that far if he has to actually kill people with his own hands; at the beginning of the manga he realizes what he did -killing people-, but he ‘recovered’ rather quickly from the shock because of two reasons:
- he didn’t physically kill them so his mind didn’t process the action of murder in that sense
- he found quickly a coping mechanism aka he rationalized the Death Note as a holy tool that would serve for a better purpose
Light is in fact a character with pure idealism. He killed most wanted criminals who actually deserved to die in order to make the world a better and safe place. Every one of us, at least once in our life, has thought a rather evil criminal should deserve to die -because we’re humans and our emotions may be harsh and strong even towards our similar. It’s within our nature. And so it was within Light’s nature, to naively believe that killing criminals the world would be better. He also did kill people coming in his way, yes, and he also knew that it was wrong to kill those innocent people meant to be a threat to him. Why did he do it anyway? Because at some point he knew he was a martyr, someone who had the responsibility to sacrifice for the sake of the whole world. He is more selfless than other characters I might say, rationally avoided any futile emotion that could hinder his actions and plans. I mean, try to think what it means to push back your emotions, to block out everything that makes you human in a sense. Someone else would have probably gone crazy... This is why I believe his last speech is much more a liberation like he’s spitting out everything he’s held back and carried alone on his shoulders for years. At some point you want people to understand your achievements, your ideals.
Light is indeed a controversial character, rather complex and there’s a lot you can tell about him. He did bad things, I know but... I admire his will, to be honest.
3. Naomi Misora
MY QUEEN. I still think her death is the most brutal one... And even if I understand why her character needed to leave the main plot, it would have been rather interesting to see her interacting with L and the Kira Task Force.
I thank the existence of Another Note, because we can form a better idea of her possible personality. She’s absolutely a strong woman, intuitive and her kind of reasoning follows L’s investigations somehow. It’s that kind of character who’s able to balance rationality and acumen, which makes her surely a good FBI agent; her only flaw, probably, but it’s also the reason I love her, it’s her empathy and ability to feel. It’s also true that in the Death Note she was veiled by the loss of her fiancee and she was too reckless at following Light, but it showed how fragile and human she could be.
Speaking of Another Note, I loved all those scenes where she follows B’s weird suggestions -like pretending to be a corpse or sitting in a crouch- because even she knows it might be stupid she’s also like ‘Okay let’s try’. Demonstration of a kind of open-mindedness.
4. Aizawa
I love the critical thinking process of this character. He never takes things for granted and let’s remember he even left the Kira Task Force because he didn’t agree with L’s me and methods. In the second arc, he suspects of Light, senses that something is off, and trusts his guts enough to make some researches on his own. He incarnated the typical detective character who really wants to bring back order and justice and probably his way to clash with L and Light’s way of thinking made me like this character. It wasn’t love at first sight, in fact, I appreciated him more reading the manga (which I read after watching the anime) but it’s a character you learn to respect.
5. Ryuk
Just look at him. At his design, at the weird way he twisted his body or when he goes crazy eating a delicious apple, at his stupid jokes and any silly moments... and you think he’s just a goofy character when bam! the least you expect he reminds you he’s a Shinigami, a very bored one, and as a Shinigami, his task is to write down some human being’s name. Light’s included -though in this case, he did say till the beginning he would be the one writing Light’s name when the moment would come.
What can I say? Look at him, he makes you laugh, he’s the Boogeyman, he’s goofy, he’s fucking scary.
In this list I should also add Beyond Birthday, but probably I like the idea I have of him. Anyway I love him we all know it bye haha-
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Occupation: I'm a software developer and graphic IRL but I'd like to become a book illustrator
Likes: drawing, human psychology, symbolism, astrology, reading, rock/metal/punk music
Favorite colors: purple, blue, black, silver
Status: surviving everyday is a state of mind
About me: Yo everyone, it's your local cat from Italy speaking 🌸 I'm Ika, I re-joined the fandom two years ago and still I'm staying for the good stuff, while feeding the fandom my angsty fics and dumb fanarts LOL Oh well don't judge me but I love drawing the DN characters in different outfits - especially goth punk, the 14yo me is screaming haha.
I'm really thankful to have met some cuties in the fandom, who I thank for dealing with my shits (aka daily life and fandom related stuff) 💜 Special mentions: mommy @yuneyn, the big bro @kiranatrix, spoiler-cha @ghostoftasslehoff and her beautiful kitty, my misacchi @the-second-kira 💜
Ships: Lawlight, Blight, BeyondMassacre and some minor ships better not mention 👀
Fave character: L was my first love and still he is (though Light is the best protagonist ever of a shonen manga in my opinion). I love Light of course, but I prefer the first arc!Light to be honest. Thanks to Another Note and a friend I fell for BB... Or most likely the idea I have of him XD Last but not least, I love Ryuk 💜💜💜
Where you can find me:
- I roleplay as Light Yagami on @warofchanges
- You can add me on discord Ika#1414 if ya wanna chat or RP!
- HanaKoryu on AO3
- @erika.dreven for the instragrammers XD
If you arrived here safe and sound, here a cookie and a cup of coffee ☕
@trueffelmaiden 👀 What if Nu is just made of faces over faces and you're just seeing all those faces? Like I didn't that on purpose nonono ops sorry if it creeps you out haha