The way people on the internet treat rankers and toppers is absolutely fucking disgusting to me. These boys are what? 17? 18 years old? They work hard all these years towards their goals, put in effort, and in the end, achieved them and you people have already decided that they're going to be failures in life because they *checks notes*
Aren't overly concerned with their physical appearance.
Get nervous LIKE ANY OTHER NORMAL TEENAGER addressing a crowd full of people while getting filmed.
Can't dance????
And don't even get me started on "eyes look soulless" WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT EVEN MEAN???? HAVE YOU LOOKED INTO THE MIRROR? THEY HAVE THE SAME EYES AS YOU! DO YOU WANT THEM TO HAVE OSHI NO KO EYES OR SMTHN?????
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"DROP " when you drop something it usually means letting something go, but ironically in an aspirant's life it means to hold on to something, it means to hold on to the belief that you'll catch your seat this time ,it means you're not ready to let go off your hard work , the notes you stuck on your wall are still stuck in your head , the facts you mugged up you still murmur in your sleep , and most importantly you still want your dream to be fulfilled, you still have hope .
im gonna add this to my 75 hard !! - the video is in hindi im sorry :( if anyone wants to know a jist of what he's talking about , i'll make a post on it !
How many times you have told yourself, "I can't do this!"
I can't memorise so many formulas.
I can't understand advanced concepts.
I can't visualise.
I can't solve difficult questions.
I can't understand book language.
I can't sit for long hours.
You know what! Did you ever study this hard before in your life? Have you ever been dedicated so much to anything in your life before? Have you ever been so mature and serious in your life?
You are doing most of the things the first time. JEE is a difficult exam. You are forced to do difficult things. But ask yourself, "Don't difficult things make us realise that we are more powerful than we think?" You must have at least some good things in JEE. For example, that one chapter, concept, or subject you are an expert at.
We give up easily. We need to give more time to overcome each challenge. When a student says he can't memorise formulas or reactions, most probably, he hasn't worked hard enough on it. He might have tried remembering a few formulas one day. He forgot them, and now he says that he cannot memorise. With this low effort, even an expert cannot memorise.
When you are doing something for the first time, you need to push a little bit hard. You need to give it a bit more time, a few more attempts. Once you crack the technique for yourself, it comes naturally to you. Slowly, you get used to it. For example, the student understood the technique to memorise better. He applied it and did a lot of hard work. It took a few days, but he saw improvement. Then he tried memorising other chapters. Slowly, he became an expert at memorising things. He even forgets that there was a time when he struggled at memorising.
Guys, there might be some things that you feel you can't do. Push a bit more, and you will realise that you are much more capable than you think. Gradually, you will develop confidence and self-respect as well.
I can't You can memorise so many formulas.
I can't You can understand advanced concepts.
I can't You can visualise.
I can't You can solve difficult questions.
I can't You can understand book language.
I can't You can sit for long hours.
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will never understand kids who yell at their parents because they bought them iphone 11 and not iphone 14.
because mai nokia ka keypad chala rahi hu.
like some of yall had unconditional love and support from your parents who never made you feel as if you didnt deserve anything and it shows.
kyuki mere ghar pe toh har ek cheez conditional h. marks acche nahi aaye toh bahar se accha khana deserve ni karte, naye kapde deserve ni karte, doston se baat karna deserve ni karte, abey aur toh aur "tution nahi bhejenge kyuki tum education ke layak hii nahi ho" (which is what i get to hear after asking to join a tution for the first time in my life in 11th grade).
like kabhi kabar lagta h ki aisi hii zindagi honi thi toh kyu 1st se 8th tak jee jaan lagake mehnat karke hamesha full marks laayi mai? uski appreciation kabhi di nahi, vo ab ho nahi raha toh sunne ko bhot milta h. saala uss time ye sab chodhke thoda jee hii liya hota, atleast life ka ek part toh khushi se nikalta. ab lag raha h 16 saal ki zindagi toh barbad hii kardi maine. uss time ki mehnat ab matter ni karti, par ab mehnat ho nahi rahi h.
it just...gets unbearable to watch other people living their life after a while ya know? like you look at people who are going out, having fun with their friends, doing what they love, having good relationships with their family, and just, like their problems are so much different? they may not have their life together either, but you envy them because you don't have the privilege to do the same as them, because you know you're the one to blame for the subjects you chose, the life you chose. you see them actually living, and realise that youre still stuck in a loop, waiting for your life to begin, as you have for as long as you have been alive.
a couple days back one of my friends adopted a dog and i had a breakdown over it because....ye toh mai bhi deserve karti hu na yaar. mujhe kab milega ye? kabhi milega bhi? abhi tak toh nahi mila. aur ab toh milne ke chances bhi itne kam hain kyuki dena mujhe JEE h.
you can't help but feel hopeless.
pehle lagta tha jab kuch bhi sahi nahi tha ki....koi nahi, atleast academics ho raha h. atleast acche dost hain ab bhi. atleast ek acche future ka prospect h.
and then you lose it all. nothing to comfort you. nothing to make you feel as if atleast one thing in your life is going right, because it isn't. because your life is just one huge black hole now sucking away your happiness, your sense of identity. mujhe khud nahi pata mai kon hu. ab toh dost bhi chutne lage hain.
like, outwardly yes ill work hard and get out of this, but what then? people say "it's just 2 years uske baad sab bhot easy hoga" but what they don't understand is that it's not just 2 years. ive worked hard my entire life, and im sick of the constant guilt, constant expectations, constant pressure. i dont know if i have it in myself to hold on for 2 years more.
fir agar tumhare coping mechanisms maladaptive daydreaming and internet addiction h then toh hogya bas tumhara.
i could go on for a millennia with this rant. abhi toh family trauma bhi touch nahi kiya h. but then that will just be another proof of "yes, here's another thing going wrong in your life"
like, i have to remind myself each day that i dont have anything to be shameful about, i dont have anything that i dont deserve. love shouldnt be conditional. support shouldnt be conditional. especially if love and support are from your family and if they are based on a handful of figures.
like if at this point if i go and start doing drugs and alcohol to get some relief then can my parents blame me? but i cant do that, because guilt!
when will this end? i just wanna sleep.
par sone ke liye 5 min shanti se letna padta h and mai apne khudke thoughts tolerate kar paane ki ability kho chuki hu.
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