☆ pause and rewind: isack hadjar (ih6)
☆ lia yaps: fem!reader and isack are both softly crushing on each other. their dates are usually very sweet; anime marathons, shared hoodies and snacks. eventually, things stop being so innocent. 18+ mdni
☆ warnings: p in v, virginity loss (both), praise, needy isack, smut - wc: 2.5k
your eyes keep dragging towards isack instead of the anime. his curls are pushed back with one hand resting at the nape of his neck. his hoodie sleeves are shoved up his forearms. your thighs brush against each other.
you shift slightly. so does he.
neither of you pull away.
“are you actually watching, or just pretending?” you whisper, almost teasing.
isack snorts softly. “i was. but you keep looking at me like that, no?”
your face heats instantly. “like what?”
he grins, turning his head to you. “like i’m more interesting than the episode.”
you raise a brow. “are you not?”
he’s quiet for a beat, then smiles wider. a little crooked. a little shy. “maybe. if i’m lucky.”
you bite your lip. the way he responds makes your chest ache in the best way. your fingers twitch under the blanket, close to his.
“you’re nervous,” he says gently. not accusing, just noticing.
“a little,” you admit. “are you?”
“definitely,” he says, voice soft. “but also, really into you.”
his thigh shifts slightly against yours under the blanket, and now your knees are touching too. it’s nothing dramatic, just warm and close. his hand touches yours once, then again, and this time he leaves it there. you glance at the tv.
“this scene’s kind of intense, no?” isack mumbles.
you smile. “i like how cosy it is.”
he nods, eyes flicking sideways to yours. “like us?”
“i didn’t mean like us us,” he adds quickly. “just… y’know. this is nice.”
you turn toward him slightly, letting your legs rest over his lap. “it is nice,” you say, voice quieter. “i like being with you like this.”
he’s quiet. watching you. you lean in.
“you can kiss me, if you want.”
his eyes flicker wider. “yeah?”
he kisses you like he’s testing the waters. soft and slow. barely a brush of lips. then again. and again. until it deepens naturally, until your fingers are in in curls and his hand is on your thigh again.
you breathe him in. he tastes faintly like the boba tea you’d been sharing earlier.
“yeah.” then quieter, “can i kiss you more?”
he kisses you harder this time. still slow, still a little shy, but more open. his thumb traces your knee through the blanket, then underneath it, warm against your bare skin. you shift slightly, parting your legs just enough to signal him your growing need.
his breathing stutters when he ralises. when you kiss him again, he groans softly into it. a low muffled sound, only for you.
“i’ve thought about this,” he says, lips lightly pressing your jaw. “so many times.”
he nods. “not expecting anything, i swear. just… being this close to you.”
“you’re really close now.”
“i noticed,” he says, giggling. but his voice catches at the end, like he’s overwhelmed.
you hesitate for a second. “isack?”
he looks at you, really looks. open. warm. waiting.
you reach up and touch the side of his face, thumb brushing just under his eye. “i want more. if you do.”
his eyes soften immediately. “i definitely do, fuck. but…” he shifts slightly, sitting up straighter, his hand slipping from your thigh to your hand. “i’ve never done this before. i don't want to fuck it up.”
something in him relaxes. his face softens.
“oh,” he breathes. “okay.”
he squeezes your hand, then rubs his thumb over your knuckles. “that makes me feel a little less like i’m about to pass out.”
you smile. “you nervous?”
“yeah,” he says with a boyish grin. “but not in a bad way. you?”
he groans and drops his forehead to your shoulder. “please don’t say that unless you want me to lose my mind.”
“i do want you to lose your mind for me, though.” you say, giggling into his hair.
you tug your top off, and isack is falling even harder for you. you're braless, and your skin is softly glowing in the low light of the anime in the background. your chest rises and falls too fast. you’re nervous too, and that just makes it even hotter for isack.
his mouth goes dry. he’s never seen someone like this in real life. never touched someone like this. you.
“you okay?” you ask, tilting your head.
he clears his throat, voice half gone. “yeah. just… trying not to pass out.”
his fingers graze your waist and you shiver. that tiny reaction goes straight to his head, and his cock. you’re warm, soft, alive under his hands. not just a fantasy. not just a what if.
when you part your thighs further for him, his brain just… blanks.
you nod, pulling him closer.
his fingers slide down between your legs, tentative at first, and he almost chokes.
it’s so warm and slippery and overwhelming. your panties are already translucent from the wetness between your thighs. he touches you gently. he doesn’t even know what he’s doing yet, but you’re gasping like it’s already too much.
“holy fuck,” he breathes. “you feel…fuck.”
the way he looks at you makes your thighs press together without thinking as he lazily plays with your sweet pussy over your damp panties. your body is aching for him.
every glance, every soft groan, every stuttered breath as he touches you, it builds under your skin like static. by the time his fingers find your core under your panties, you’re completely soaked. slick, warm and pulsing with need.
and he notices, of course he does.
“you’re so wet,” he murmurs, voice cracked and full of awe.
you can’t even speak. you just nod, breath catching, hips rolling into his hand like you’re starving.
“it’s you,” you whimper, all helpless. “i’m like this because it’s you.”
he was already hard when he pulled his boxers down, and you try not to stare. but you do. he finally strips fully, your eyes drop without meaning to.
his cock rests against his stomach, flushed pink at the tip, slightly curved, with a faint line of dark hair trailing up from below. he’s thick and your stomach flutters at the idea of him inside you. his cock is pretty, somehow. the kind you want to memorise with your mouth and hands.
his cock is free. hard, flushed, thick and slightly twitching under your gaze.
you let out the softest breath. you didn’t mean to.
“don’t look at me like that,” he says, voice shaking. “you’re gonna make me finish just from you staring.”
you blink up at him, warm all over. “it’s just…bigger than i thought it’d be.”
he groans and buries his face in his hands, he’s almost flustered at your comment.
he fidgets under your gaze, nervous. “all okay?”
you shake your head, eyes wide. “yea. you’re perfect.”
you glance down again and can’t help but feel your breath catch.
his cock is the kind of real you’ve never seen up close before. the little twitch it gives when your fingers brush his hip makes you feel dizzy.
“can i touch you more?” you ask.
“fuck,” he whispers, “please.”
his hips twitch against nothing. it’s like his cock has a mind of its own. so hard it aches, heavy against his stomach, the tip already so pretty with precum. every time you lazily stroke him or shift your thighs to get closer, it gets worse. he tries to play it cool. tries to keep his breathing even, his voice steady. but he’s failing.
you’re so flushed, needy and wanting him. you touch him more confidently, palm barely wrapping around the base, and his whole body jerks as your small hand slides up and down his heavy cock. little whimpers leaving isack’s mouth.
“shit,” he gasps. “i-fuck, i’ve never been this hard before. ever.”
you grab the condom from your drawer, the one you stashed there a week ago half as a joke, and hand it to him. he fumbles it open, breath shaky, hands trembling.
his cock feels way too sensitive, and he hasn’t even felt the warmth of your sweet little pussy yet. he’s already leaking. dizzy from your fingers, and your soft noises.
“i want you, isack,” you say softly. “want you so fucking bad, isa.”
his eyes grow darker with soft lust and his veiny hands grip your hips a bit tighter. almost as if to ground himself.
but the second he slides in, he’s gone.
he lines up slowly, guided by your hand. his breath hitches at the contact and he pushes in slow. too slow. yet, you start feeling it. your mouth falls open. its pressure, its stretch, and it’s burn. and it’s so good.
you’re so warm. so wet. so tight, it feels like you’re pulling him in by instinct.
“fuck,” he swears, forehead dropping to yours, chest heaving. “you feel… putain, i might actually cum already.”
he’s thick enough that your whole body feels it. like you were made for this. for him. he’s staring down at you with his jaw tight and brows pulled. he’s trying not to move too fast. trying to make it good for both of you. trying not to cum already.
and you love that. you love that your body, this moment, is driving so close to the edge. you wrap your legs around his waist, instinctive and greedy. you want more, you want him to lose his mind in your pussy.
he’s trying so hard to go slow. to impress you. to make it last. but you keep whispering “just a little more” and clenching around him like a needy good girl for him. he’s not going to survive this.
“go deeper,” you whisper. “please.”
his breath catches, and bites his lip. softly nodding, he obeys instantly.
you both moan at the same time at the new pace. so deep, so good and full of isack.
it’s messy, not perfect. and better than anything you ever imagined when you touched yourself thinking about naughty thoughts all alone.
this isn’t a performance. this is you and isack, sweaty and shaking and both in awe of each other, but still knowing exactly what you want.
he’s seen porn. a lot of it. had fantasies just like any horny virgin. he had gotten himself off to perverted videos he’d be too embarrassed to admit.
but nothing prepared him for this. you.
you’re real and gorgeous and writhing under him, whispering “just a little more” with that breathless voice like you’re half drunk on his cock already.
and fuck, he’s trying, really trying, to go slow and be good and not just lose it inside you immediately. but you feel too perfect, too tight and good. and the little noises you’re making just for him, holy shit.
you whisper, “you fill me up so so good, isa.”
he might not last. fuck no, he cannot last when you’re being such a sweet slut for him.
“tell me what you like, please” he pants. “i’ll do anything. i just want to make you cum on me, cum for me.”
your moans become louder and more needy, you love this side of isack. he’s fucking you and stretching you so well, but still taking care of you so sweetly.
your legs tighten. your voice is barely a gasp of his name.
and then you cum. right around him.
he’s never seen anything like the sight in front of him. never felt anything like your pussy clenching around his cock as a thick ring of white cream forms around his base.
you’re ruined. flushed. glowing. and still so fucking gorgeous for isack.
“fuck, holy shit,” he whispers, barely holding on. “you’re perfect, you know that?”
then he’s right there, right on the edge, and he gasps into your neck as he cums too, hips twitching, body curling around yours.
you cling to him. he holds you like he doesn’t want to let go.
later, under the blanket, still tangled and flushed and breathless, you whisper, “i’ve literally imagined this a hundred times.”
“same,” he breathes. “way too many times.”
“except in my head it was never this good.”
you bite your lip. “in my head you were kind of rough.”
he freezes. “…you want me to be rough?”
he groans. “okay. fuck. yeah. i can do that.”
you laugh into his shoulder, warm and full and utterly gone for him.
then later, wrapped in the blanket, he whispers, “next episode?”
you nod, half laughing. “yeah. but let’s rewind a little first.”