#ificould

If I could fly with wings like a feather-

I would.

To the heavens,

way up beyond the clouds

‘til I see angels-

and I wouldn’t stop there.

If I could,

but if I could.

I’d plead with the angels to send me to Jesus-

I‘d no longer imagine,

‘cause I’d be in His presence,

if I could,

but for now, I can’t.

If I could nurture my faith, small as a mustard seed,

until it is tall as the tree-

I would-

Arrogant

I’m working on it

Shoulder chip

I’m working on it

Adoration

I’ve been seeking

I’ve been trying

To cut it out

But I am weak

If I could

I’d stop right now

But I need

Someone

To tell me how

Cause I’m

So self absorbed

Then I can’t get out

But if I could

OH IF I COULD

I wouldn’t hurt you

Break your heart

And disappoint you

Tear you apart

If I COULD

Just grow up

You’d still be in love

You’d still love me

If I could!!

If I could

Only if I could

Battle this depression

Years of obression

The physical

The mental

Abuse I have taken

If I could cry it out

If I could scream

Punch things and shout

If I could

Do any of that

I’d be a better man

I wouldn’t be this man

That you don’t need

That you can stand to see

If I could

Break the cycle

Then you’d trust again

But I’m struggling

Yelling and crying

Cause I’m too weak

If tried I have tried

And if I could

I’d have already

If I could

Just find the answers

If I could

Just apply them

Then I could

Little me, if only I could tell you how much you were perfectly imperfect. If I could tell you how it doesn't matter the way you look because everything that really matters is in the inside; in your heart. Nothing's compares to a beautiful heart and a beautiful soul. If I could tell you to trust yourself, to like what you do and to do what makes you happy because at the end, it's probably the most important thing you'll learn in the future. Be you lil one and shine on because you won't have that chance twice. Life goes on really fast...

If I Could

If I could turn back time, if you were next to me again, if we were each other's everything maybe then our dreams would come true.

But I regret that time is treading on us and from love infinitely great only the shadows of the past remain and in the album witnesses of love - pictures.

Because life doesn't offer a second chance, and we didn't know how to save the first one, we wanted love for the whole world, and we fell from our love throne.

Zera Princ

"If I Could" is a poem from a collection of poetry entitled "When you stay alone". If you liked it and want to order your copy of the book, you can through Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/dp/8690558810