"Despite everything, it's still you"
Genre and info: Angst || Mydeimos x GN!reader || Mydeimos is referred to as Mydei || Mydei turns into a titan || I thought of this while having the worst mental breakdown last night || this is short due to my dying mental health
You'd stand, looking at your lover in shock, who now stood, all high and mighty, in this new, monstrous form, blood covering his arms, a storm in his amber eyes. This was his destiny, this was the fate he was assigned, this IS the path he has to take, whether he liked it or not. Mydei, once human, now stood as a bloodthirsty titan, killing his people out of his will, the once lush grass the people stood now, now drenched in crimson, just like his hands, his spear-like weapon dripping with life from the Kremnoan warriors he slaughtered. You were supposed to be afraid, but you weren't, because you knew who was behind that horrifying frame. Behind was your husband, your dearest, your forever, your Mydei.
He'd turn to you, looking at you with an exhausted expression on his face, his ginormous face dwarfing your form. You were too a flame-chaser, though, you still had long to face your fate of becoming a titan, so you didn't really lose any of your humanity as much as him. He'd stare, and you'd stare back at him, wonder on your face, unlike the fearful visages the wounded knights had. As you began to speak, Mydei cut you off
"Leave or die, I cannot do otherwise before I fully turn into what Nikador has made me become. Find someone else, someone human, and do not approach again" he'd state sharply, causing you to flinch a bit in surprise. This was him, it is him, but...it isn't him, well, at least in the others' eyes. You'd shake your head and walk closer, raising your hand to him, waiting for a response, and when you got none, you spoke, voice firm, yet wavering at the same time
"I will not go searching for someone else, Mydei, because even as a titan, you're still you, in my eyes. Let me approach, and if death is your response, I'll take it, if it means I'll die in your arms or hand"
At that, Mydei's eyes softened, a sigh escaping him as he knelt infront of you, reluctantly holding your extended hand, as if he feared to break your hand. Even as a titan, he had a soft spot for you, one that never withered away, even after he had his sanity cripple and succumb to the madness Nikador's coreflame inflicted. He'd speak up again, his voice low
"I told you to find someone else, someone who is human..someone who will take care of you and not murder you.."
"I don't want that. Even as a titan, even as a human, even as a beast...you are you, you are the man I married, you are the man I gave my heart to, you are the man I trusted, and that will never waver, that will never change"
"How could you love a monster like me, I am holding your hand in my bloodied one"
"Even if you hold a dead body in your hand, I will still love you. You are you, Mydei. You are my husband. If no one will accept our relationship, then they can burn for all I care...I am proud to call you mine, and I'm happy to be called yours. I will not scrape your name off my wrist, even if I was threatened to be burned alive. You are my first and final, in every life and in this one"
Mydei leaned in and placed a peck on your head, standing and turning, leaving. This was his goodbye, this was his final action. He may be a terrifying monster used for chaos, but to you, he was him. He was the same blonde man who fought for Okhema and Kremnos, the same man who held you while you cried in his arms, the same man who got up in nights he found a blink of sleep at your request, even if he wished to sleep, he woke up for you and made you anything you wanted. He was perfectipn to you, even as a titan now. He was Mydei, your Mydei
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