#icoulddoit

Had a great #crossfit #gym #workout with @lettymartiny today.. but the BEST part of this morning was seeing how much #progress has been made.. it’s been #hard and my #goal is still 20 pounds away but it’s closer than it was...It’s difficult and a little embarrassing to post my starting weight for this #weightlosschallenge .. it was 195.8, but it’s STILL not my heaviest weight... the pic alll the way to the left was me at my heaviest 227 lbs.. I was depressed and sad, I hated myself... but I knew if I put my mind to it #icoulddoit ... it hasn’t been easy but it was manageable. #fitscientist #fitchick #weightloss #girlswholift #girlswithtattoos #futureembalmer #futurefuneraldirector #piercingprincess #chazfabulous🎀💋🎀 #transformation (at Strength Fitness and Nutrition)

Had a great #crossfit #gym #workout with @lettymartiny today.. but the BEST part of this morning was seeing how much #progress has been made.. it’s been #hard and my #goal is still 20 pounds away but it’s closer than it was...It’s difficult and a little embarrassing to post my starting weight for this #weightlosschallenge .. it was 195.8, but it’s STILL not my heaviest weight... the pic alll the way to the left was me at my heaviest 227 lbs.. I was depressed and sad, I hated myself... but I knew if I put my mind to it #icoulddoit ... it hasn’t been easy but it was manageable. #fitscientist #fitchick #weightloss #girlswholift #girlswithtattoos #futureembalmer #futurefuneraldirector #piercingprincess #chazfabulous🎀💋🎀 #transformation (at Strength Fitness and Nutrition)

It's a Monday morning. Sipping my coffee and thinking this is a good idea. 🤔 #cultleader #newjob #mondayssuck #icoulddoit #coffeeaddict https://www.instagram.com/p/CC3ZvpvADkQ/?igshid=a7tgcq3tcnpd

Had a great #crossfit #gym #workout with @lettymartiny today.. but the BEST part of this morning was seeing how much #progress has been made.. it’s been #hard and my #goal is still 20 pounds away but it’s closer than it was...It’s difficult and a little embarrassing to post my starting weight for this #weightlosschallenge .. it was 195.8, but it’s STILL not my heaviest weight... the pic alll the way to the left was me at my heaviest 227 lbs.. I was depressed and sad, I hated myself... but I knew if I put my mind to it #icoulddoit ... it hasn’t been easy but it was manageable. #fitscientist #fitchick #weightloss #girlswholift #girlswithtattoos #futureembalmer #futurefuneraldirector #piercingprincess #chazfabulous🎀💋🎀 #transformation (at Strength Fitness and Nutrition)

I’d love to be a LulaRoe print pattern designer. I think it’d be fun. I think I’d be good at it. I certainly wouldn’t do worse than some of their current print patterns.

my mind seemed to be off these days..i seemed to be off these days..i'm not entirely sure why.and why it is happening NOW.though i don't think i would ever want it that way.to be&being the best..that's my instinct.i can't quite be satiated when i know i could do more,that i could have done more,exert more..i need to be on again.i need to ace up my 'movement'.perhaps i've been pushing myself so hard for so long&my head is so full&tired that it's working slowly.i could really be a control freak sometimes,wanting everything smooth&so good as possible.perhaps i just need this 'off moment' even for a bit.i need to not be in control.so when God's time comes, i could work out all i got again.all He's given me.. for the good&great..i just need to loosen up a bit..just so i could get a better&tighter grip.. #igottadothis #icoulddoit #iwoulddoit #mrm

my mind seemed to be off these days..i seemed to be off these days..i'm not entirely sure why.and why it is happening NOW.though i don't think i would ever want it that way.to be&being the best..that's my instinct.i can't quite be satiated when i know i could do more,that i could have done more,exert more..i need to be on again.i need to ace up my 'movement'.perhaps i've been pushing myself so hard for so long&my head is so full&tired that it's working slowly.i could really be a control freak sometimes,wanting everything smooth&so good as possible.perhaps i just need this 'off moment' even for a bit.i need to not be in control.so when God's time comes, i could work out all i got again.all He's given me.. for the good&great..i just need to loosen up a bit..just so i could get a better&tighter grip.. #igottadothis #icoulddoit #iwoulddoit #mrm