#ican'tdothisalone

I could really use someone to talk to... The past few months have been the toughest and honestly I just need someone to tell me I'm not as well uhm as insignificant as I feel like I am.. Someone who can see the beauty in me that I've never seen because every time I look in the mirror and my reflection is staring back at me I feel like there's this burning empty put in my stomach full of rage and anger and it's so powerful I can't contain it... I worry about my safety on a daily basis because I just want it all to end... I won't quiet... I need quiet.. But I don't want to be alone... I isolate myself from everyone and everything because I can't bare the thought of other people seeing me at my lowest, it's just another thing to use against me and I swear if someone else dates to I wall go ballistic and holding back will be the last of my problems......... But I also know that if I keep going on like this... There won't be a Me to exist....