#ibelievedyou

You closed your eyes as you arrived to the bedroom you were still sharing with your wife who was not supposed to be your wife for so much longer. The papers were already sent to the Ministry of magic, all what was stopping you was waiting for their response.

Bellatrix entered the bedroom right after you did. After all, she was the one who wanted to talk to you about all of this, it was not your intention to take her there and talk.

“So?” You asked her only what made her look at you. As the black eyes met yours, you saw nothing in them, just that she was a little angry, confused and maybe sad. You saw this in the eyes of a person you were told had no feelings. And in the eyes of a person who had cheated on you.

“What so?”

“You wanted to talk about it, let´s talk about it,” you said a little harsher than before and crossed your arms over your breasts.

“You asked for a divorce,” she noted only and you took a breath.

“I did.”

“Why?” Bellatrix asked you and your eyes almost fell out.

“You are asking me a fucking why? Bella you cheated on me!” You raised your voice a little. You weren’t scared of your wife after all those years. She wasn’t about to hurt you.

“But why did you ask for a divorce?”

“Bellatrix are you fucking insane? That son of a bitch was inside of you! You cheated! Didn’t you promise on our wedding not to?!”

Bellatrix went quiet. You could feel the tension between you two and she didn’t seem like she wanted to response.

When you realized that your talk ended, you turned around and walked over to the huge window in your bedroom. You leant your hands onto the window sill and then a question which arrived made your heart shatter.

“What about little Bean?”

“She is coming with me. When the divorce is over, me and Delilah are leaving,” you said what left Bellatrix speechless. You knew how much she loved your daughter and you knew that she would be able to give up on anything to stay with her, but you weren’t about to allow it.

“Can I visit her?”

“No,” you said immediately, anger speaking out of you.

You knew that you loved Bellatrix after all of what had happened between you and her, but after the last “accident” you knew that the glass had overflowed.

“After some time, maybe.” You added quietly. When you heard a sigh, you knew that Bellatrix heard you and you closed your eyes. Your daughter was supposed to come back home tomorrow and she had no idea about that you and her were moving. And Narcissa had no idea neither, since she was spending time with your and Bella’s daughter as the best aunt.

“Y/n take some time and think about it-“

“No Bella. I have made up my mind. I believed you before, I believed you before the wedding.” You said and heard Bellatrix sigh.

“When are you leaving?”

The question hit you in the weakest place in your heart. Only breathing, you started thinking about an answer. And then, one came.

“I will pack my things today, Delilah’s tomorrow morning. When she comes home from Narcissa’s I will explain her what is going on and we leave,” you said, knowing this wouldn’t be as easy as you have imagined. “And once the divorce is all over, I come for the rest of our things and move.”

“Do I get some time with her before you leave?” Bellatrix asked and you didn’t know how to answer her. You didn’t even look at your curly haired wife, you just stayed quiet.

When nothing more was said in the room, you decided to make a really important step in the relationship you and Bella had. And that was protecting yourself and your daughter. By a wave of your wand you made your clothes literally jump into the suitcase which appeared and then you closed your eyes, listening to the folding of clothing.

Hearing the doors close with a sigh, you didn’t look back. When you were sure you were alone, you let your head fall and closed your eyes. It was hard to be cold to Bella, but there was no other option.

You were just standing there, watching the yards behind the house. You watched how the wind was playing with the trees in the huge garden and then you looked further at the forest which was behind the lands which were a part of your property.

Narcissa didn’t know about anything. And she didn’t even know you wanted to stay at hers until the divorce wasn’t over, or until you didn’t find anything. You knew that would be a huge favor to let you live at her house, but you had no other place to go.

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“What?” Narcissa asked and you swallowed.

“Could we stay at yours for few days? Not many really, I just need to find something and then-“

“You can stay as long as you want to,” Narcissa said quietly and you felt your throat tighten. “Where is Bella?”

“Probably with that someone she cheated on me with. She left this morning,” you explained and looked at Narcissa. At that moment you heard the front doors of the house open and you took a deep breath.

“Where is Delilah?”

“She’s outside in the garden.” Narcissa said and you thanked god she haven’t met Bella. Your breathing sped up as you realized Bellatrix arrived home and you started playing with your fingers.

You heard steps arriving to the doors of the room you were inside of. When it stopped, you knew that Bellatrix was watching you from the doors and you breathed out.

“I am going to tell her. Wait for us?”

“Sure,” Narcissa promised and you didn’t miss how she looked at her sister. As you walked past Bellatrix, she took you by your forearm, softly.

“Y/n please listen to me-“

“No Bella. I am tired of listening. You are free to call that guy now. He can move in,” you told her coldly.

“Y/n, you have to believe me I-“

“No! I don’t have to believe you! I don’t have to listen to you! I believed you before. Look where we are now,” you said and looked Bellatrix into her face. It was all red and her eyes were swollen. She had been crying before she came home. “I will be back,” you said to Narcissa and then you walked away from Bellatrix. You released a breath and swallowed hardly, ready to explain things to your daughter.