#i.s.

my first love wasn't really love at all; it was possessive instead of freeing, it was seeking to get instead of seeking to give, it was based on a feeling not on commitment, it was weakened by separation instead of made stronger, it was a search for happiness not trying to make each other happy, i was more focused on his looks than i was on his character, it was highly emotional instead of faithfully consistent, i was in love with emotion instead of devotion, my first love wasn't really love at all; it was infatuation