Always...and Forever...but then there's you.
It's 10:37pm, June nineteenth of the year twenty-twenty-one.
Holy cow, it's been a long time since I've written anything!
How do you allow yourself to be truly happy? If you're a person who feels everything so deeply, how do you know when you've found what you've been looking for? Why wasn't it 'that person' you thought you wanted to spend forever with? And why do you even care about them still?
Allow yourself to be happy. Allow yourself to be secure and safe. Let the ocean help you float. You won't drown...because you fight for your life and for everything to be fine in the end.
Context: I've just finished watching To All the Boys: Always and Forever. Directed by Michael Fimognari, 2021. Netflix app.
I wrote quite a bit more here, but my laptop died part way through and now I'm too lazy to try to remember what I originally wrote lol.
P.S. The 'Eyes Full of Stars' candle from Taylor Swift smells am-aaaa-zing!











