Mar 30
going through qnd checking these posts is such a painful mixed bag...
"I forgot I put world is mine on his playlist" [opens his playlist so i can listen to it again <3]
#πβshut up nigelβ .α#... found the reblogs...#as funny as it is that a whole ass dev spawned in my friends replies with the intent of initiating convo with ME abt something#I'm..#god it's so bittersweet now fuck. i guess I'm keeping them because it's a post i actively contributed to.#but#I'm. not going to be able to exactly look at those without wincing i guess.#i feel like I'm going backwards. i thought i already hit bitter acceptance but. ugh. idk.#I'm almost through 2025 though so great progress on cleaning up.
