#i'm crying so hard...

Today marks 3 years.

Can you believe it? You came into my life for only a short amount of time, and you made the biggest impact on me. You were only in like my life for almost a good 2 years, and honestly those were the BEST almost two years of my life. I honestly do regret so much not spending much time with you. I was selfish, and all I thought about was what I wanted to do and what my friends wanted me to do. You always asked me to sit down with you so you can teach me Chinese. You always asked to take walks with you around the neighbor during all of the seasons. You always wanted me to be around, but I never was. I'm sorry for basically neglecting you. You just wanted to spend time with me, that's all you asked for. I just never gave it to you. You knew your time was coming to an end, but you didn't let that stop you. I honestly just hate myself for doing this to you. I'm sorry buu. You were a big part of my life, and will always be. Thank you for everything you've done. Thank you for making me a strong person. Thank you for being my grandpa.

You are strong, you stayed strong for a good 4 months. You put up a good fight against the lung cancer. You hung on for your life for as long as you could,  and you went peacefully. 

You're my inspiration. My guardian angel. My hero. My Idol. & will always be.