yall i just wanted a good dad

Yikes I'm the only thing holding my parents together and it's ripping me apart Still think my dad likes my other sister better

I still can't imagine even how magical it is when Taylor is singing enchanted and Andrea comes up to you and says, "hey guys! Have you met Taylor?" Imagine it. All you've ever wanted your whole life coming true.

one year plus one day ago today i was sitting in math class when my friend turned around in her seat and told me that monty had passed away and i kept it together for what little was left of the school day but when i got home i cried and didn’t stop for hours and i barely ate for three days because it felt like i had lost a dear friend even though i’d never met monty. i sort of felt like i knew him, though. everything he worked on was a little piece of himself, i think. and in that way, monty will live forever. his death was one that affected me very, very deeply. i get so sad and irritated when people talk about his passing flippantly because to me it was earth-shattering. he’s part of the reason i chose the program i did, he’s part of the reason i’m doing something creative and exciting instead of safe. he’s so important to me. and it’s still so surreal that he’s gone. and my god do i ever miss him. 

I could literally cry rn actually I am pretty teary. My family is super conservative (re: my mom and stepdad are) so I can't be too open about this on any other media but here and I just Am so thankful that this happened. Maybe I'm ace and that's not as big a deal as people also under the LBGT umbrella but this is a huge huge day and so many of my friends can breathe easier and live more joyful and fulfilling lives now and I am forever thankful just This generation worked really hard and helped push this forward. You guys are fucking amazing and the future is ours. This is ours. Love is ours.