#i will shift

such like the title says, I have shifted. so I can do it again. despite sometimes doesn’t feel like it, and sometimes it does and then other days I do shift.

I feel like as a shifter we spin ourselves around in the same circle, even if we haven’t shifted yet. It isn’t lost hope, we don’t fail, we don’t. The more we try, the more we know we believe in it. Success isn’t the ending, i’ve said this before. Success is when we try again.

if everytime we gave up on something that we didn’t try again on, we wouldn’t have as many hobbies as people do, or we wouldn’t have the cities that are built, the life we have achieved, the world around us.

and I personally believe we out grow things, so we can change and succeed. and yes this is my assumption, but to me, my old methods don’t work anymore. Because I have out grown them, but each method gets easier. It’s like training in a gym the first time it is hard, but the more we go and push ourselves it gets somewhat easier. I have changed my shifting ‘method’ so many times but what i’ve realised that each time it is a smaller version of the method I used to use before.

and your probably like, where does fit in with this post? and the reason it fits in is because everytime we try something, it gets easier and things change. You let go of the stuff that doesn’t work, you change your method, your way to get to places. You used a bus to get to school and now it is quicker then walking there.

and also, it is hard to change. but we grow out of everything at a time, and personally this took me ages to think about, it’s not shifting i’m growing out of it, it is how i arrive or otherwise I wouldn’t still be trying.

I have learnt that embodying my dr all day isn’t for me anymore, but those small moments, when i watch a youtube video, or scroll on social media or even seeing my s/o’s name on an ornament and a scenario in my head crosses my mind and imagine it in first person in that moment. Is enough for me right now.

I no longer push myself to do stuff in my old method, when I would wake up and tell myself “i’m in my dr” I don’t longer want to trick my mind, I want to live here. However I also want to live there, so I take signs again, I use them to imagine.

The deer on the field, I take a minute and breathe and know that deer will also be outside my dr house. And the christmas ornaments with my s/o name on it will be soon to be infront of me hanging on a tree i’ve decorated with them.

maybe.. the more i’ve forced something is the reason i feel lost, and why i feel like I won’t shift again.

but in the end.. i’ve shifted before and I will again.

Links:

Shifting hub Template request

(feel free to let me know the credits to these bc I just forgot them🥲)

You know like how sometimes you tell yourself before going to sleep "oh I need to wake up at 8am tmr" and you ACTUALLY wake up at that same exact hour without needing an alarm? That's the kind of training I'm trying to implement where you are essentially working w/ yoursubconscious.

I've been ALL OVER the place lately with a lot of built up frustration of why I wouldn't shift etc etc and this practice has actually made my view on shifting less stressful/ pressuring in a way?? For example before I'd set an intention like them posts here on Tumblr being all "I AM shifting tonight" and I'd get soooo frustrated if I didn't shift the next morning!! But w/ this what your doing is you're letting go of the outcome by changing your perspective/view of your method/ intention to something less "important" like a sort of training (like a skill because remember shifting is a skill) where you'll fail in the beginning but might also end up succeeding w/ some luck and practice. Just like any instrument where you're bad at it at first but then might unintentionally play something well and continue in the right path to get even better over time.