#i dont really know..

Would anyone here really care if I disappeared..

I love Ziva to no end and it's sad that's she's gone and I will miss her. And while I loved the bits and pieces of her and Tony's relationship and how it developed last season... It was good, there was a lot of focus on Ziva and her relationship with Tony (which was great) but I really miss scenes between the others, you know. I just hope they execute the rest of the season well. I mean, I have yet to see any of the new season yet, but I plan on it. I just want to see them struggle to have someone else in Ziva's place (like in 7x01 when they were searching for a replacement or early season 3 where they had a little difficulty adjusting to Ziva) I want to see them talk about her. But most of all I hope they take this opportunity to build upon the others relationships, because I really miss them. I don't want them to bring any more 'romantic interests' - I don't want a huge focus on that aspect. I want to see a lot of Gibbs with the others especially McGee, and I want to see Tony and Abby, and more Abby and more McGee as individual characters (and maybe more definition on there relationship, romantically or otherwise, although that slightly contradicts what I said before)

I feel so weird lately.. Almost as if something inside of me has changed I just feel.. Different. I dont really know how to describe it.. I dont know what to think about it, I dont know weather its good or bad I've never felt like this before.

@vespersgoodbye: PUSSY PUSSY PUSSY MARIJUANA

American adaption of Boys Over Flowers? Ahh..I don't know how I feel on this decision ('-';)