Dec 6, 2017
Soo it's been a whole year since I caught the glitter (hsv/herpes) or whatever
Still alive, still thriving and sex life is still bomb.
Being herpes girl aint so bad!
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Soo it's been a whole year since I caught the glitter (hsv/herpes) or whatever
Still alive, still thriving and sex life is still bomb.
Being herpes girl aint so bad!
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Dating life is cancelled because of my herpes outbreak lmfao. So long for 3 weeks. Lmao
I always tell people that ask about my masking that I live in an assisted living facility with sick and elderly neighbours just because they're less likely to argue but like. No actually you could literally kill me. Not just because of my epilepsy, but because if my immune system failed me again I would probably die. The thing that nearly killed me the first time around still lives in my cells and while nobody is sure what causes it to start doing shit to the brain in the first place exactly, the general consensus seems to be that once it crosses the blood-brain barrier you can't get it out
It's my first time with a cold sore and the dose of Valtrex didn't help since I had already had it for 7 days. My primary doctor didn't do a culture and we thought it was staph so he just prescribed antibiotics... But those didn't work and I was worried it was antibiotic-resistant staph since I've tried 3 different antibiotics over the course of 2 weeks and a few days and they were all futile. 😓
If only he had cultured it right away and prescribed Valtrex, it would be gone by now since I reached out to him as soon as it happened. 😔 Can doctors please start culturing things, I BEG!
New appointment with Dermatologist and she asked if anyone cultured it. I was so relieved to hear that because I have been wanting a culture of these reoccurring infections since they first popped up in 2018! But they've all been different and not one of them has ever been a blister... We have always treated them as staph/impetigo but who freaking knows now because no doctor ever did a culture until this doctor. They were just randomly treating me without evidence of the cause. Turns out (at least this time) it's a cold sore / fever blister / HSV-1.
Dr. J is prescribing 1g of Valtrex a day for 7-10 days (with 2g of Valtrex 2x a day for the 1st day) since it's spreading in my nose. This means if it's not gone by Christmas, I won't be able to visit my family. 😭 She told me to avoid newborns/babies and immuno-compromised people. Apparently, all of my immediate family have it - but I'm the last one to show symptoms! My oldest sibling had their first one by age 9! But that makes sense since we used to share food and drink after each other as kids. 😮 Also, at least 60% of the population has it. Oh, and I'm asking my s/o to get a blood test to see if he carries antibodies for it because, if for some reason he doesn't, then idk what to do. I don't want to give it to him. 💔 He said it's fine but I don't think so. I'd rather know if he's a carrier and then plan what to do.
Extra emotional because it's spreading up inside my nose AND I'm on my period which is heavy as Hades. I'm going through 1 super tampon an HOUR. If I could just rest and not do all this laundry and dishes, that'd be great. But I can't. There are things to do.
How is there no vaccine for this when it affects over half of the global population? 😭👊
I think I’m having a flareup.
It’s hard to tell cause 1 has less frequent flareups than 2. But I can feel it in one particular spot.
And it doesn’t help that I haven’t had my meds for it in a week or so. Not that that should change it significantly, or suddenly cause a flareup by not taking it, but it definitely doesn’t help.
Just little things that I didn’t know would happen prior to my diagnosis.
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12/11/20
1 week ago I thought I was going to my dermatologist for a regular checkup. I was not ready for the "this isn't working" talk. My options were: do another patch test, light therapy again or take medication.
Patch testing I wasn't keen on, I did it 3 years ago and it didn't show up too much.
Light therapy isn't an option when you have to go every day and I work 8-8 some days.
So that leaves us with immunosuppressants. Had full blood tests last week, took my first pill today, blood tests to continue every 2 weeks and dermatologist again in 1 month. Honestly I'm a little scared, I'm on the same meds as people going through organ transplants for goodness sakes. Willing to try it though if it ends my eczema journey.
Oh right also when I'm on them there's more chance of me getting the coldsores more often so I could have to get back on medication for that...yeah the thing that got me into hospital in the first place...
Yesterday I slept with someone that
A: Didn’t flinch an inch when I disclosed the HSV status
B: Allowed me to express my needs and lack of experience without judgement
C: ACTUALLY GOT ME TO CLIMAX
Besides the fact that she is incredibly intellectually stimulating and brave af.
God is mocking me again...
woke up with a cold sore this morning, and while I know I carry HSV 1 which isn’t sexually transmitted, I’m just staring at my mirror in pure disgust because I have this gross thing on my face and I haven’t gotten any in more than a hot minute so fuck you world for your sick, sick joke