#hothipreplacement

Moving Forward... This morning I got up dragging a bit. I've been up late for the 2 nights. Ordinarily, I'd immediately be drawn into low level thoughts coupled with moaning and complaining, but these emotions are learning to take a backseat. Honestly, I hope they no longer need a ride with me that is. I can't pinpoint a particular date or conversion, but God and I had some conversations on this #hothipreplacement journey. They have led to some changes in my thoughts and approach to life. This divine down time has beautiful. What does this have to do with anything Z? See I'm not necessarily one to go all in with making promises to God. Zakiya knows she is flawed and will fall. I know that change led by my selfish wants and desires have got me nowhere. I now ask God for grace to make the necessary changes so that His Will be done in my life. Not trying to be deep, but facts that work over and over again for me. As I've operated in this grace space, I've seen exceedingly and abundantly at work in my life. Truth be told i stopped fighting or #Deeboing" the process. So today I #CELEBRATE moving forward...past limiting mindsets and speech. It is a moment by moment decision, but one worth making for wholeness and fulfillment. What moves forward can you begin today? . . . . . . . . #PT #Renewal #Renewed #Transformation #HipReplacement #PhysicalTherapy #TherapyThoughts #RenewedYourMind #TurnAroundTuesday #TransformationTuesday #HipReplacementRecovery https://www.instagram.com/p/CCEPATklnrI/?igshid=1djvlvy0q52jn

WHY do I have to hear about your litany of murder/crime shows you've watched over the last 20 years ??? WHY ??? 😣😁😏 Anywho let me zone out and get this #cardio done. Later! P.S. Y'all stay at home because it is NOT fun wearing a mask while doing cardio. Trust me big girl honor. 😊😁😃 #BecauseAllOfMeMatters #HotHipReplacement #PhysicalTherapy #CardioChronicles #BecauseILoveMe #Better https://www.instagram.com/p/CAqAWy8lJIp/?igshid=5yq6jz6l4usm

#Vunerability In this season of life, I'm learning vunerability is not so much of a bad word as I once thought it to be. It is a word I was afraid to experience, because it requires me letting go, me relinquishing the reigns and me giving God full control to do his thing, not Zakiya's thang. ☺☺😎 To sum it up, it has meant practicing (yep you practice it because you're figuring it out) humility while learning to trust a process, a path and a divine plan that you did not choose, but definitely one that's best for you. I am in anticipation of what the other side of will bring. #EverythingIsWorkingForMyGood #ItsWorkingForMyGood #TotalHipReplacement #HotHipReplacement #MidlifeInfluencer #HipReplacement #TrustIsAProcess #TrustTheProcess #HipReplacement #LiveRoyally #Replacement #NewSeason #ItsGood #Midlife https://www.instagram.com/p/B9pK2d7lAoC/?igshid=qemhzpyulhel

When your nurse cares enough to send the best. Only @starbucks will do. Thanks Jodie ! #HotHipReplacement #JointReplacement #HipReplacement https://www.instagram.com/p/B9mpfZsldJq/?igshid=1kharz3u6cqen

And why is someone walking around offering donuts in physical therapy. Why ? 😂😅🤣😆 Alrighty Tuesday what other shenanigans will you offer? LOL! Happy Tuesday y'all! . . . . . . . . . . #ResistAndHeWillFlee #HotHipReplacement #FromStuckToStart #NoSweetTreatsZ #FixItJesus #JustSayNo https://www.instagram.com/p/B7BexxglZPB/?igshid=1o6ysisn7vuix

The gifts I've received during my time of recovery have been sooo thoughtful. They say, "People don't have to be nice, but its' nice to have people who are nice to you." 😊🙂☺ Some of my favorite gifts have been these warm, plush blankets one from my TT Zerry Tillman and this candle from Teneille Knight! Shout out to Jamie Mayes for keeping my Wheat Thins in stock during inpatient rehab and keeping the health eats on deck! ☺🍊🍋 Learning how to receive has been a surrendering point in this process. Ooowee! The gray blanket was given to me by one of my nurses. She didnt know me from Adam, but told me how she appreciated my positive attitude and spirit. This blessed me, because at times I've felt there had to be mutual exchange in order for someone to give to me. My thoughts were, "I'm no one special. " 😁😀😉 However, God reminded me I am His child and He chooses who blesses me. 😮🤐😯 OK daddy God! #Provision #HisWillHisWay #HotHipSurgery #HipReplacement #HotHipReplacement https://www.instagram.com/p/B3-7s1FFg_U/?igshid=1242ccmvnu1j6