#horsehelp

So my mare almost 6 months ago (5 and a couple weeks) injured herself pretty badly causing her to have multiple vet bills and months off. I realized recently I have poured so much time and money into her and haven't really gotten anything out of it. 

And that is something that is really selfish to say, she is a horse and that is what I should expect when buying a horse but at the same time she really isn't anything I want at the moment.

She hurt herself again mid last week, only a cut down her leg, more of a flesh wound but it still meant more time off.

She isn't anything really, I can't ride her much. She can't ride on trail by herself and if she is with a group must be at the back or she kicks out at other horses. She is constantly getting hurt meaning I can't ride her, Usually only like pulling up lame for a couple of days from hooning around the paddock too hard. 

She is really not built for any kind of jumping which I am okay with, we are working with trot poles (when she does work) and she is slowly getting her balance.

She just doesn't seem to want to learn anymore

She is absolutely bonkers going out to shows, which I need to take her out and do more often but don't have the money or float. 

She isn't really anything. I don't really get any enjoyment out of her.

Someone offered to buy her the other day and I considered it. I mean there are so so many other tb out there at the moment that can do so much more then her and are the same age and price bracket. 

I don't know if this is just because we are in a low

i hope in a year I can look back on this and laugh

But I really just don't know what to do

I need help