A lot of times God calls us to do things, and we fall short. I myself have been falling victim to the devil’s traps lately, and it is with no sense of innocence that I express my shame on this matter. I need help. While Imm trying to recognize the areas that I’ve grown in, I’ve lost most of my worldly friends because of the views that I’ve adopted and claimed as my own in being a daughter of Christ, the living God himself. I don’t feel like sitting down and sobbing about it, either. I’m just… stuck. I’m trying to find things that I enjoy doing (and that I’m good at!!) in and outside of the house, but with no in-person friends and a severe lack of the ability to spend time with my family (without argument, of course), I’ve fallen into a habitual laziness.
And this is NOT cutting it! Being stern doesn’t work, being gentle doesn’t work, but as an empath, when someone else expresses their excitement in a task or project, I can’t help but feel excited, too. This is why I try to surround myself with people!! I refuse to fall back into the old habit of being around people who bring me down and put aside godly views, though, because as much as I love my Gentile brothers and sisters… it’s just not healthy for my spiritual growth in the place I am with God right now.
I need advice, my friends!!! Please share your hobbies, little tasks, fun, creative exercises, or anything else that you spend your time doing!! I want to rid myself of this spirit of laziness, but I know I’ll need a little help. 😉
~Until next time, Hopey ✨💖🥰🕊️
