#hoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Any kind

Its wild too

Coz the termination definitely sends me into a downward spiral

But what tips me over the edge is always completely unrelated and out of ny immediate control.

And then all I wanna do is turn to that person because, more often than not, they were who I was closest too.

And the knowledge that I can't do that and the why blends in with the crises and completely snowballs until I am nothing but self-loathing and destruction.

Trying to avoid the destruction.

Self-loathing is in full effect.

I think.

Maybe.

I dunno. I guess im Trying to fight it.

And uhh... well. I wouldnt say im doing best job

do your homework and i will reward you with a smooch i think thats incentive enough

hmmmm yes, friend smooches are high incentives indeed....